Irresponsible

Final game.

Sarah's POV
⚠️tw mentions of rape⚠️

I stood next to the bleachers with Finn and Lily.The lacrosse teams all filed out and the cheerleaders stood in a fine line in front of them.Evan announced the players individually and their numbers.Most of them either stood there awkward or banged their chests.
'Scary.'
"Number 13,coming in with a whopping record of 32 fouls!"He said in a sarcastic preppy tone,I heard cheers from the stands.
"We love you Moe!"I heard Issac y'all from the stands,Moe pointed at him then made a heart with her fingers.He proceeded to call out other players who received cheers from the students.The cheer leaders spelled their names with cheers.
"And last but certainly not least!"He announced and I heard the students drum their feet.
"Our attacker,with an overall 98 goals this season!Ash Miller!"She stood out and held her lacrosse stick up when the stands yelled.
"Let's give another round of applause for these ladies!"He said and the stands erupted in praise.The team flooded back into the locker room.I walked off and stood by my car.A few minutes after she walked up to me.
"So,Moe and Eli,said that Issacs grad party's gonna be at my grandparents beach house."
"The one we just left?"
"No another one."
"How many do they have?"
"I think they have one in Florida somewhere."
"Jesus.That camp must be really popular."
"They also had a dark past."
"What?"
"Nothing important."
She walked to her car and grabbed her gym bag.She unbuttoned her shirt and Moe whistled at her as she walked over with Eli and Issac.I stayed leaning on my own car,facing away from her.
"What the hell Ash?This is a public place."She turned to me and glanced around.
"So?"
"What do you mean so?"
"Don't get jealous love."She said before unbuckling her pants.I quickly looked down at the ground.
"Please it's nothing you've never seen before."I scoffed then looked up and met her gaze.She smirked and leaned on her door.Eli seemed to be the only one able to read the room,he cleared his throat and put a hand on Moe and Issacs arms.
"Hey shouldn't we start getting changed Moe?"
"Yeah I guess."
He winked at us before dragging them off.We had parked a good distance from where anyone was visible or able to see us.I turned and saw her still staring with that smirk.
"Stop That."I said looking at her,she only raised a brow.
"But I'm not doing anything,darling."She said with dark eyes.I felt my cheeks burn red.
"Just get changed."I looked down.I saw her walk over.She lifted my chin and looked into my eyes before locking our lips.She pulled away slowly then turned and changed into her uniform.She grabbed her helmet and stick.She glanced at me before walking off.
"Will you stay?"I smiled at her soft expression on her face,I walked up to her and caressed her cheek.
"Of course I will."She smiled before walking away.
'She's so cute.'
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Ash's POV

'Channel.'
'Channel.'
'All of your emotions.All of your anger,sadness,everything into this game.'
'Your insane.'
'You ruined my life Ash.'
'You took my best friend.'
'Your nothing but an emotionless monster.'
Coach walked in the middle and placed the ball down,our opponent's were our yearly rivals.If we won this game we won state championships.I closed my eyes and let my thoughts get focused.I opened my eyes as soon as the whistle blew.My feet hit the ground underneath me hard as I ran to the ball.A player twice my size did the same,so I slid and scooped it up.I flung the small ball into the goal and the stands erupted.
"First point,goes to the Gladiators!"I received some pats on my back and I got back into formation.
'Only have to do this twenty more times.'I sighed and ran towards the ball again every time the whistle rang in my ears.This went on for a while until they managed to get the ball,the kid shook with fear as she panicked looking around.
"Moe!"
"On it!"She ran towards the kid and she panicked and threw the ball.Her teammates ran fast,but I was faster.I scooped the ball mid air and ran towards the net I softly dropped it in.The buzzer rang through the field.The stands erupted and I just held my hands up.
"Please let me carry your children Ash!"A random kid yelled from the stands.I laughed and took my helmet off.I was met with a pummeling tackle by my teammates.They yelled and congratulated one another.They lifted me up as tradition after every game.I felt weightless and I turned to the stands I saw her sitting beside Finn and Lily with a smile.I winked and blew a kiss to the stands they erupted again.I couldn't help but laugh.
'Freshman's are the best.'
"Folks there you have it the gladiators have won state yet again!"
They dropped me off in the locker room,and I earned a few smacks on the ass as long as shoulder pats.I took of my uniform and walked over to the shower.I let the cold water run over my skin.I heard someone turnt the shower on a few faucets away from me.I glanced over and saw Alya.I raised a brow then glanced away.I felt her eyes on me the whole time.I flicked the faucet off and slipped my sports bra on along with a towel over my bottom half.I felt her staring again and I caught her gaze,she quickly looked away.
"Since when do cheerleaders use the lax locker rooms?"
"Since I have plans tonight,and I'd rather not smell like sweat and nacho cheese."
"Fair point."I said as I walked out.
"Wait."I turned to her she paused for a moment before saying.
"What the hell happened to you?"She asked staring at my stomach.
"I worked out."
"Not your abs dumbass.The bruises."
"Your little boy toy."
"Nathan?"
"Yep."
"Why?"
"It's a long story,but trust me I deserved it."She raised a brow.
"What did you do to deserve this?"
"I fucked his mom,his girlfriend and his sister,I also laughed in his best friends face before he blew his brains out."She stayed quiet a moment.
"Right."
"Yeah."
I walked out and I put my boxers on.I heard her turn the faucet off,and walk over to her bag on the bench behind mine.I slipped on my pants and buckled them,I slipped my silk shirt back on and then my dress shoes.I turned around and saw her slipping a skirt on as I slid my bag into my locker.I grabbed my denim jacket and walked out.I heard footsteps not far behind me and I walked up to my car door.I heard footsteps behind me and I turned to see Alya standing there.
"I'm sorry about Nathan."I hummed.
"Can we talk?"
"Depends."I crossed my arms and leaned on my car.
"I really miss you."
"Bullshit."I said laughing.
"That laugh.Its one of the things I've missed most."
"Listen Alya I'm sorry I just...I can't."She stepped closer.I felt my back pressed against the car.
"You can't say you don't miss me just a little bit."She said as she grabbed the side of my face and pressed her lips to mine.I stood there as she kissed my unopened mouth,I pushed her off.
"I can and I will."She looked angry.
"I don't miss you Alya.You think I ever truly cared about you?Thats sad.I only ever fucked you because you had me doped up on so many drugs I couldn't move!"She stepped back with a disgusted look.She went to step up again,but I heard someone clear their throat.I turned to see Sarah standing there.
"Miss Paulson?How long have you been there?"She stepped in between us and faced her.
"Long enough."
"Miss Paulson I-....I don't know what she was talking about.I would never imagine of raping her!"I scoffed and felt her move closer to her.
"We'll discuss this later.Go home."She said as she signaled for her to leave,she nodded and quickly left.