Irresponsible

Redemption.

Sarah's POV
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I stood at my sink brushing my teeth.I heard a knock,I spat out my toothpaste and rinsed my face off.
"Come in."I saw Issac peek in and smile,it caused me to smile.
"Hey.Is it okay if Ash stays tonight?I don't want to put her out there with the weather how it is.Also I was wondering if I could go see Eli tonight."I nodded.
"Of course.Be careful."He thanked me and walked out.I walked over to my bed and laid down,I stared at the ceiling and ignored the thoughts trying to come into my brain.It didn't work,I thought about how her hand felt on my skin.I sighed and slipped my bottoms off.
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Ash's POV

Issac is out with Eli for the week so it's just me and her.He told me I could stay in his room.I laid in the bed and drug a hand up my exposed stomach staring at the ceiling.I closed my eyes but I couldn't sleep.I just felt guilt for what I've done.I needed to talk to her about it.Thats it I'm gonna go talk to her.I sat up and walked out of the room as I rounded the corner I heard a noise.I raised my brows confused a blush spreading to my cheeks.
'Is she seriously?-"
A second after I heard it again this time louder.I couldn't help but smirk as I heard it again.This time I heard her say something quietly.
"Fuck.Ash-"My hand flew to my mouth.This whole thing had me turned on I couldn't deny.I heard her let out a final loud shaky moan.I knocked on the door.The room stayed silent,then I heard chaotic movement on the other side.She opened the door as she caught her breath.Her hair was a mess.I smiled and she blushed.
"How much did you hear?"
"All of it."I smirked.
"Look Ash I'm sorry..I literally just broke up with Jed I know I shouldn't move on that quickly.I don't know what came over me I-."I shushed her and grabbed her cheek.
"Stop talking."I leaned in and kissed her deeply.She pulled away and looked at me smiling.I returned the smile and she leaned in and locked our lips.I grabbed the back of her thighs and picked her up.She pushed the back of my neck to deepen it.I closed the door with my foot and walked over to the bed.I laid her down gently and crawled over her.I leaned down and nipped her neck.Her nails dug into my back.I smiled.I couldn't wait any longer,I kissed down her neck to her the band on her bottoms.I looked up to her.
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Sarah's POV

She looked up at me with soft eyes.
"Are you sure?"I smiled.
'She's adorable.'
"Yeah I'm sure."She pulled my bottoms off and gently opened my legs.She lowered herself and ran a hand across my stomach.When I felt her tongue make contact with my clit my eyes rolled back and I let out a loud moan.She kept the pace for a little bit,and I felt myself grow close.I felt the heat build up inside of me.I pushed myself against her face and I felt her smile into me.
"Ash I'm so close."She drug her hand down my thigh.
"Go ahead baby."I felt the high of my orgasm crash over me,and I moaned out her name.She drug her tongue against me again,causing my legs to shake.
"Someone's sensitive.~"She said as she crawled up on top of me and looked down.The skull necklace dangled above my face.I grabbed the back of her head and pulled her down and locked our lips.She smiled then rolled beside me and pulled me into embrace her.She stroked my hair and I smiled into her shoulder.
"I've missed you so much."I said quietly.She stayed silent.I hated when she went quiet.
"I've missed you too."I smiled.
"Y'know I came in here to ask for forgiveness."
"Really?"I chuckled.
"Yeah."
"Well it'll take some time but I think this is a start."She laughed.It got quiet for a little while until she broke the silence.
"I still want to go into the army though."I sighed and sat up,she also did and leaned on the headboard.
"I know it's none of my business but,why?Why do you want to spend two years of torture just to go fight for people that don't care about you?"She looked at me and smiled slightly.
"I don't know."
"Yes you do."She glanced at me and sighed.
"I just want to do something good with my life.I mean there's no fucking way I'll become some actor,so why bother.I mean could you imagine,me being able to sit there and try and read a fucking twenty page script."She laughed and leaned her head back.My brows scrunched and I felt...sad?I don't know but whatever it was hurt.
"Yeah,I actually can.Ive heard you read in class,you spoke clearly and confidently.So yes I one hundred percent think you could go into acting."I smiled and caressed her cheek.She looked into my eyes and smirked,then leaned on my shoulder and laughed.
"What?"I asked looking down at her.
"I don't know who the fuck you heard reading but,I was reading to kill a mocking bird like some nine year old reading a love letter to her crush."She looked up at me.I rolled my eyes and flipped myself to straddle her waist,her eyes opened wide.I gently grabbed her jaw and leaned down,she raised herself up with slightly parted lips.She tilted her head and conjoined our lips,after a second I pulled away.She went in to kiss me again but I rolled off of her and walked over to my nightstand she groaned and faced me.
"Come back."She reached her hands out to me,and I smiled.I opened the drawer and pulled out 'Fahrenheit 451'.I walked back to the bed and she pulled me back on top of her.I handed her the book and she sat up putting one hand on my back and propping herself up with the other.
"What's this?"She examines the cover carefully.I looked at her and ran a hand through her hair.
"It's a book I think you'll enjoy."She flipped the book and looked at the back.Her eyes glanced back up at mine.
"Ninth grade level?I don't know about it Miss Paulson that test I did the other day said I was at about a seventh grade level."I laughed and shoved her shoulder gently,causing her to smile.
"I normally read this in class with seniors but you'll have to wait for that,and also what did I tell you about calling me Miss Paulson?"I responded smiling,she looked up at me and sat the book down.She put a hand on my waist and the other on my jaw.She slowly leaned in,and I did the same.
"I'm sorry.......Miss Paulson."She said smiling before locking our lips.