Irresponsible

Beach trip.

Ash's POV

I felt my chest grow tight and I locked the bathroom door behind me and slowly slid down it.J rested my head on my knees and tried to calm my erratic breathing.It got to the point where I couldn't tell if I was getting too much or too little air.After about ten minutes,of controlling my stims and a few deep breaths and some splashed of water to the face,I was ready to go.As soon as I opened the door I was met with Sarah standing there,she wore a soft smile.I felt my hands go clammy and I let out a stupid smile.
"Hey."I said leaning on the door awkwardly.She stood there a moment before shaking her head laughing,and walking into the bathroom under my arm.
"Dork."She scoffed out playfully,I still had the same grin on my face as I walked to my luggage.As I opened the suitcase and grabbed a pair of short cut swim bottoms.
"Hey Sar.When do you wanna get ready for the beach?"I asked before turning to the door,when I did my jaw dropped.She stood there in a black two piece with her hair half up half down.I couldn't form words as she walked towards me and hooked my jaw as she whispered in my ear.
"Already am sweetheart.~"My cheeks flushed red,she noticed and smiled when she pulled away.
"Don't take too long okay?Ill be down with the others."I nodded furiously and immediately started changing.She laughed and walked out,I pummeled down the stairs not long after her.
"Yeah she's just now getting ready up there.-"I cleared my throat then panted in a breath of air.Everyone looked at me baffled until Eli stood up  and clapped his hands together.
"What are we waiting for folks let's hit the water!"He said and everyone cheered as we ran outside.Everyone piled into Issacs car and we drove to the beach.I sat in between Moe and Sarah,I thought about earlier how Moe was blushing when Sarah talked to her.I couldn't help but smirk at that,I mean I didn't feel jealous in the slightest.I mean I had no right to,not like Ive booked up with anyone yet but I've thought about it.I know Moe has too....and so has Sarah.I stayed in my thought until I was interrupted,by a hand on my knee.I turned to Moe who wore a concerned look and I smiled.
"What?"
"You're zoned.Like worse then you were when you were high."I laughed and shook my head.I looked down and saw another hand on my knee,I glanced up and saw her giving me a mixed expression which faded into a smile with an eyebrow raised.I had a confused look until she nodded towards Moe.My cheeks went red and I went to deny her but Moe tapped my leg again this time letting her hand linger.I felt blood rush to my face even more.
"Look at the water dude.Its really something right?"I inhaled through my teeth sharply when Sarah did the same.
"Y-Yep.Sure.Sure is something."I heard Sarah stifling a laugh beside me and I met her gaze softly shaking my head.The car came to a jolting stop yet neither of their hands moved.Eli and Issac turned around smiling until they saw my legs.I shook my head softly.Eli held back a laugh.
"Oh my god.I swear if you have a threesome in this poor innocent souls brand new car.-"Issacs eyes shot open and a look of disgust went across his face and his body shivered.
"Jesus.Ew.Ew.Ew.Ew.Get our of my car right now homos."Sarah laughed and got out.Moe looked confused before realizing her hand her face shot up and she went to apologize.I held a hand up and shot a awkward smile.
"Your good dude."I stepped out of the car and helped her down from the step with one hand,and adjusted my grip on my board with my other.I felt a nudge and saw Eli applying sunscreen to his nose then passing it to Issac.He shook his head and declined it.
"You're gonna be burnttttt."I laughed and gratefully accepted the sunscreen when offered to me.I passed it to Sarah and she declined,I raised a brow.
"Sarah."
"I'll be fine."
"If you say so."I passed the bottle to Moe avoiding eye contact.
"Here let's hit the water before all the good waves fade."I smiled and walked up to Issac.
"Hey dude guess what?"
"What?"
I delayed for a second before hitting him in the shoulder.
"Race yah."He smirked as we both ran toward the water.I beat him.
'Of course.'
I turned to see him laughing and paddling himself out to me with his arms.I stood up and leaned my body to go with the wave,it died out after a while,then I paddled myself out deeper to a bigger one.
"Watch this!"I yelled through cupped hands to the others at the bank.I made it out to the big wave and stood up,I turned my body weight to a full 360.I somehow stayed upright.The wave carried me back to Issac,he slowly clapped his hand as he sat on his board.I bowed before sitting down on my board again.
"Whooo!Go Ash!"I blew a kiss to the three under the umbrella.Issac turned to me smirking.
"Seriously when'd you learn to do that?"
"I've practiced it a maximum of three times all resulting in me swallowing pints of water.Don't ask me how I managed to get to this time."
He laughed.
"Alright."
The rest of the time went by rather quick,before I knew it we were sitting at a booth in a restaurant.All dressed in casual,formalish attire.Eli held up a champagne glass.
"A toast.To one of the only good things about this world."
"And to the best big brother I could ask for."
"And to the best gay support system I'm proud to call my friend."Moe said and everyone clinked the glasses together and laughed.
"Seriously this means so much to me.L-like I don't know w-what I'd do without you guys."He said as his voice broke with tears.
"Oh boy."I said quietly before leaning over and patting his back.
"There.There.Its okay pal."I sat back down stiffly.
An hour or two later we were back at the house,all of us drunk.I leaned in the middle of Sarah and Moe.They were both as drunk as me I could tell because they were stumbling in all directions and laughing at one of my stupid drunk jokes.We finally made it up the stairs and we all sat on the bed,I leaned on my back.Softly dragging a hand up  and down my stomach while staring at the ceiling.I saw Sarah and Moe looking at each other from the corner of my eye,they talked about something and I saw More face go red and she smirked and nodded.
'The fuck?'
I felt a hand caress up my shoulder to my jaw,maybe I was sobering up.I hiccuped and erupted in a small laugh.
'Nope still drunk.'
"Hey baby?~"My eyes shot open at the pet name.
'And horny apparently.'
I looked up at the two with a confused look.
"What's up?"
They glanced between each other then back at me.
"You know when we were talking outside after most everyone left the prom?"
I nodded knowing where this was going.
"About how we were open to new things and new....people."
'I'll play dumb.'
"Yes like Y'know we can fuck who we want just don't catch feelings."
"Yeah but the other thing we talked about too."
I intertwined our fingers and glanced at the ceiling curiously.
"Remind me?You know I don't have the best memory."She blushed.Moe cleared her throat and looked at me.
"Me and Sarah were wondering if you wanted to have sex with the both of us?"I held back a smirk and leaned on my elbows glancing at both of them.
"A threesome?You could've just asked.~"They shared a devilish grin before leaning towards one another.They paused at each other's lips before Sarah bit down on her bottom lip and leaned back teasingly before locking their lips.My face flushed red and my jaw fell slightly.
'This is gonna be fun.'