Irresponsible

Secrets.

Sarah's POV
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I pulled into the driveway and stepped out of my car.I softly knocked on the door,after a minute or so the door opened.Ash stood there in a bra and a towel,her hair up in a bun on her head.She smiled softly and stepped out of the way for me to come in.
"Let me go put actual clothes on."She went to run upstairs but I gently grabbed her hand.
"Hold up a sec,I wanted to talk to you about Madrid."Her face went pale and she rubbed the back of her neck.
"Right.Something with the school board at New York,and Madrid is the next if not best choice.Sooo."I nodded and looked down at my feet before glancing up.
"Well,If that's so I'm glad."
"What?Really?"She asked surprised.
"Yes,I only want the best for you."I said and looked down at the ground,she approached me.I felt her hand lift my chin I met her gaze and she softly smiled.
"You don't have to lie to me."I slightly laughed and smiled.She wrapped her arms around my waist,I could hardly focus on anything else,except her.The way her soft yet firm hands gently caressed my back or the way her cheeks would turn rosy when she smile,and her eyes.They were gentle and tired,when I looked into them I'm met with so much pain.
"Hello?"
I blinked and looked up at her,she raised her brows and laughed softly.
"Sorry,I was just Uh."I laughed out embarrassed.
"Admiring the view?"She asked not taking her eyes off me,I felt her eyes wander my body up and down.
'Those damn eyes.'
"Your so full of yourself."I said and she laughed and ran a hand through my hair.
"I know."
We stood there for a moment just gazing at each other before she offered me a hand.I accepted and she walked us upstairs,she kissed my hand before letting go and grabbing her clothes.
"To respond to what you said earlier.No,I'm not too thrilled about it.However it is for the best.This town,this house,being here isn't good for you."
She stayed quiet as she pulled her pants up and sat beside me on the bed.I felt her hand brush against mine and I interlocked our fingers.
"There's something else."She looked at me with a soft look.
"What's up?"
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Ash's POV

"I think we should take a break."I sighed and glanced down.
"There it is."
"If I'm with you I'll only distract you,and I'll be a reminder of this place.I don't want you going through that."I stood up and let her hand fall at her side.I felt a soft smile tug at my lips and I laughed softly,as I rubbed my temples.
She stood up  in front of me,and held a hand out.I pushed it away and she scoffed.
"I know,I know.Your pissed but please don't push me away with you leaving soon."I sighed and accepted her hand,she pulled me into the bed and laid down beside me.Her hands ran down my back and through my hair.
"So that whole open relationship thing."
"Yeah it didn't work out well."We both laughed and she softly kissed the top of my head.
"Worth a shot though."
"Yeah."
I sat up and looked down at her,she smiled and leaned on her elbows.
"Whats up?"I smiled and ran my hand down her face.
"Your just so beautiful."I saw her cheeks go red and I smiled.She leaned her head close to mine and I teasingly pulled back.
"We're not a couple anymore though?"She scoffed and Locked our lips together,I smiled into the kiss and put a hand behind her head.She slid her hand down my thigh and I sucked in a breath through my teeth.Her other hand tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and looked at me as I kept eye contact and slid in between her legs.I sat on my knees and drug my fingers up and down her legs,she smirked.I slowly unbuttoned her pants,she groaned and went to lift herself to take them off.I pushed her hips down and leaned over her,she looked up at me confused.
"Not yet,darling.You need to be patient.~"I said slowly and pushed her hair out of her face.She smiled and looked at me as she slipped her shirt off over her head.
"Same goes for you,babe."She said and my eyes scanned down her body,and I felt entranced.I shook my head softly.
"Of course."
I slid my hands around her waistband and slid her pants down,her head threw back for a moment and she looked back at me with a dark smirk.
'Fuck.Fuck.Fuck keep your cool.You did not,just kill her mom.Oh fuck.Don't think about that not right now.'I kept a low turned gaze on her as I slid my hand down her stomach and looked into her eyes.
"You keep looking at me like that and I don't know how much longer I'll be able to be patient.~"I smiled and slowly pulled her bottoms off and sat them aside.She grabbed my collar and smashed our lips together,I softly pushed her off.
"Patient."
"Yeah,yeah can you just fuck me already?"I felt my cheeks go red and I smiled at her softly.I lowered myself in between her thighs and looked up at her,she smiled at me and gripped my hair tightly.
"One condition my love."I said as I kissed her inner thighs causing her to let out a moan.
"Anything."
"Tell me you want me...no.."I ran a hand down her jaw to her center,her head flung back.
"Tell me you need me.~"She looked back up at me and gulped.
"What is this Ash?"She asked smiling,I didn't respond I only took my hand away from her and she shot up.
"I-I need you,fuck I need you so bad please....please don't stop."I smiled and lowered myself between her thighs.
"I know."I said,before she could reply I drug my tongue across her.She moaned as I continued the same rhythm.I felt her legs tense up and her grip on my hair tightened.Her moans echoed through the house.She sat with her head hung back as her chest heaved heavily.I kissed up her body to her mouth and softly pecked her lips before laying beside her.I held her in my arms and ran my fingers through her hair.
"Promise me....that even though we're split up,even if you get with someone else.That you'll still hold a piece of me in your heart,will you?"I asked,I felt her adjust herself to look down at me.I met her gaze and she smiled at me softly,before grabbing my hand and kissing my knuckles.
"Promise."She kisses my cheek and pulled me into an embrace with my back facing her front.Her grip on me was firm yet gentle as I dozed off in her arms.