Sour Taste of Selene (Sour Series 1) [Completed]

03 : Mall

Chapter 3
Mall

Its  already  Monday so I have to wake up earlier to prepare for the entrance exam though it is an online class, I still have to come to their school. It would take 30 minutes from here and maybe I am too excited to go outside, it will be my first ride meters away from here.

My former school are not far away to the mansion, it is just 10 minutes away. I literally do not have any kinds of friends, in the groupings they would just talk to me for their papers at ako na ang gagawa, funny that they are doing their part just a day then the next day is my part, hindi rin nila ako sinasama sa mga meetings dahil sasabihin lang nila sa akin ang parte ko at aalis na, hindi ko pinipilit ang sarili ko sa mga ganoong eksena, I just don't think I would fit in their world if they already closed the door between us.

Nabuhay ako sa mundong hindi ko inakalang kakayanin kong mag isa, I walked to the veranda, yumapak agad sa akin ang malamig na simoy ng hangin, the sun is already rising now, it is beautiful too but I really like sunset more. The sunrise is symbolizing the beauty after the darkness, mapait akong ngumiti, I will never have that beauty in life, it is all darkness I have.

Nag simula na akong maghanda para sa pupuntahan, alas nuebe ang pagsisimula ng paaralan at ala 6 pa lang ng umaga, paniguradong aabot ako at mapapa aga pa. Nagplano akong magpatigil kung dadaan sa bayan, I want to really try having myself alone at ito lang ang nakikita kong excuse para makagala.

My food are already served in my room pagkalabas ko ng banyo, hindi ako tumawag sa kanila dahil balak kong sa bayan mag almusal, they are really watching intently at me, huh? I look at the camera at the edge of the ceiling of my room. 

Hindi ko ginalaw ang pagkain at dumiretso sa salamin para makapag ayos, my face is already nice without make up, I like how natural looking I am. I just put a liptint in my lips, it is just light and a little blush on my face so I wouldn't look haggard at the ride.

Bumaba na ako at didiretso sana sa labas pero tinawag ako ni Daddy, I have to go to him and kiss her cheeks, I still really love my dad afterall.

"You're going to your exam?" tumango ako at pinagmasdan ang ama. I know he is worried because just one look at his face, it is all flustered.

"Good luck, then" He smiled at me sweetly so I returned it.

"Thank you, Dad." I just kiss his cheeks once again and bid my goodbye. I turned my back and face the garage, the driver is already there waiting for me, pinagbuksan niya lang ako ng pinto at nagsimula na kaming bumyahe.

I was all smile when I stated seing unfamiliar views, green leaves are every where, the field of Sariaya is great in my eyes, samahan pa ng hindi matinding sikat ng araw, I saw farmers starting their work. Minutes passed at napalitan ang tanawin, nasa bayan na panigurado, I asked the driver to let me eat the café.

"Kuya, let's stop by in a café before the school." I smiled before looking away.

I am always happy to see another view, I am more excited to look forward in the bigger city I would go to.

"Sige po, Ma'am." Agad kumunot ang noo ko ng hindi siya tumutol gaya noon, siguro'y nakita na nilang hindi ako kumain.

Before I go outside of the care I ask him if he can go with me to eat, for the passed days spending alone I missed having my family eating with me. But he declined, before I knew it my heart is already filled with pure happiness, it means I would have to go there for myself, order and eat. Thinking about this small things are like a sign for the freedom is on the way to me. Maybe I lost the access but it will be the one coming to me.