Sour Taste of Selene (Sour Series 1) [Completed]

14 : First

Chapter 14
First

There is no days passed without him texting me right after I left Sariaya.

From: Ivan

Hi, my lady. Eat well and take care yourself habang wala pa ako sa tabi mo :). Iloveyou

It is the same day when I told him that I don't want to communicate with him.

From: Ivan

Love, can I call? I miss your voice. I understand if you can't. Good night, I love you.

I never replied to his texts, he did not call me, he understands me. I am happy with that. I missed him too.

But if I talk to him right now, am I ready?

I walk to the bath tub and relaxed my self there. I look to the bubbles covering my body. Tears starting to form in my eyes, I closed it, nilublob ko pa ang mukha ko hanggang sa ilong na lang kita.

I remember his last text this night, after seeing him. It was a short message.

From: Ivan

Let's talk.

I am so tired.

Kung makikipag usap ba ako sa kaniya, aayos ang pakiramdam ko? Kung makikipag usap ako, may magbabago kaya?

I am thinking if I would let him go, breaking up with him will ease his pain and mine too. Ako lang ang kailangang lumayo at mag ayos ng sarili pero bakit pati siya nasasaktan.

I never thought I will be the one to hurt you.

Remembering his face a while ago, he looks so much hurt from my ignorance. My sour taste is hurting him. I thought I lost it when I left that mansion but I guess I have it still and became more sour.

Nag ayos ako ng sarili bago bumaba. The girls are there already, waiting for me. Napag usapang sabay sabay na kaming pupunta kila Seqene.

We brought 2 cars, kami lamang dalawa ni Sexene sa isa at 3 sila sa isa pa.

Nakatingin lamang ako sa labas, malalaking gusali ang sumasalubong sa mga mata ko. Gaya ng sa mansion nila Sexene, pumasok din kami sa isang village. Their village is exclusively for elites only. The houses are big too, enough to know that the owners have a name in their line.

Tumigil kami sa tapat ng isang malaking bahay, it is not big as Sexene's. The house has a wide garden in front and a fountain in the middle, it was an angel carrying a bow and arrow, it has a light in the bottom to light the angel.

Before the car entered the entrance gate, hinawakan ako sa braso ni Sexene para kunin ang atensyon ko.

"He texted me." Malumanay niyang sabi.

"Do not reply." I was like her boss when I said that words. Firm on my decision.

"He just want to see you." She sighed. Nanghina ako roon, ang malamang gumagawa ng paraan si Ivan para lamang makita ako at mapilit na kausapin siya. Iba ang pag intindi ko sa kagustuhan niya.

He just want to simply talk to me but I think he was doing what my parents always do. Checking on me, kahit mula sa ibang tao. Babantayan ang bawat galaw ko.