Invisible Stars- Phan

16-Phil's Pov

I'm posting this early because it's my birthday when this chapter comes out
We both yelled 'what?!' at the same time, making both their eyes widen "s..sorry, but what were the powers?" She chuckled, looking at us "my boy, my wonderful boy had such a wonderful power. It's hard to explain but Julie's child's power was invisibility" I stared at Dan who stared back. He cleared his throat, chuckling softly "sorry for our reactions, but what was your child's names?" My mind raced, I was praying that she didn't say 'Dan'. Just, please god no "Dan, god we adored him. Loved his power but my mum convinced us to send him away to an orphanage, we regret every single day" my strand of hair turned purple as Dan gasped, looking at me happily. He turned to them, beaming "mum, dad. It's me, Dan" I watched as his mum gasped happily and wrapped her arms around Dan as he laughed with joy. Jealousy ran through my veins as I watched the reunion "congratulations Dan" he turned to me, hearing the bitterness in my voice. Before he could say anything I turned around and walked out of the graveyard. I'm happy he found his parents but, what about me? My parents didn't want me, I'm fact my mum is dead! His parents wanted him and loved him and embraced his power but mine? I was a burden in their eyes. Anger and jealousy grew in my soul as I went invisible, walking home bitterly "woah, woah, woah, hey!" I turned visible, stopping and turning towards him. He stopped running, looking at me "what's wrong?" I sighed, biting my lip angrily and so hard that blood formed "forget about it, go reunite with your parents. I'll see you home" I walked away before he could say anything

I sat on the bed, focusing on my hand movements. I heard a soft knock on my door, and turning I see it's Dan "have fun?" He nodded, coming in and sitting on my bed "Phil, tell me what's going on" he saw my blue stripe of hair and sighed, taking my hand "I know you're upset, don't try hiding it" I pull my hand away harshly, my hair turning red and I shoot my head around at him "ok, Sherlock! Here's what's going on: my mum is dead, my parents hated me, I was and still am a burden, your parents are alive and love you and for fucks sake, I'm jealous!" He stared at me, slightly taken back. I got up, starting to pace. I don't get angry, hardly ever so it's a bit of a shock for Dan "my parents wanted me gone, saw me as a burden because of who I am! I'm a fucking mess and all my life, the universe has told me so!" He got up, running towards me and trying to calm me down but he only made me angrier "look, Phil, please calm down and we can talk about this. I understand why you're jea-"
"Do you?! Huh?! Have you looked at your life? At the orphanage, you never got beaten up! Out of both of us, it was only me! Your parents are alive and absolutely fucking adore you! In fact, they embrace your power! Your life is served to you on a golden plater!" Dan was now getting angry, and I could tell by his eyes. I've seen Dan angry thousands of times, it's gotten to the point where he doesn't scare me anymore "are you forgetting I'm a orphan? Are you forgetting all the times I stood up for you when you needed it? Are you seriously forgetting all the people in your life who love and treasure you?!" I grip my hair, growling darkly and looking at him again who was standing angrily "you may be an orphan but your life is still perfect!"

"Don't you dare test me, Phil!" I laughed, pointing outside through the open window "or what?! All you can do is control the stars! I'm not scared of you" he growled and leapt at me, pinning me down to the ground. I kick him off and grab his wrists, throwing him across the room "this is ridiculous, Phil! We're both on the same page!" He runs to me, pushing me into the bed making me hit my head. I groaned, rubbing the back of my head "no we're not! You're perfect, Dan and I'm not!" I get up, turning invisible as he runs towards me. He runs into the bed, clutching his stomach as he turns to me "news flash! Nobody's perfect!" He pushes me into a bookcase and I watch as a waterfall of books and games fall on top of me. I hear ringing in my ears as Dan pulls me out and pins me to the wall by the collar of my shirt and curled his fingers around my neck. I squint my eyes open and looked at him, his teeth gritted, his eyes flaming with rage and his beautiful hair in his face. He didn't seem to care I was bleeding or I couldn't hear him "you really know how to push your luck" all I heard were muffles as the ringing in my ears grew louder, I did manage to get out what he was saying though. The redness in my hair faded to a royal blue as I looked into his eyes. He sighed, calming down "you don't realise how lucky you are, do you?" I look away from him, the ringing had stopped now "I may, in your eyes, be 'perfect' but remember we both started out the same. Both orphans, both abandoned at the same park and both been through hell and back" I start crying, regretting everything I said and the fact that I hurt Dan, my boyfriend and the one I'm meant to love "I've always been jealous, always looked up to you. In my eyes, you were perfect and could do no wrong. Perfect life, absolutely stunning man and have everything I'm insecure about" I forced his hand off my neck and sunk down, curling up and hugging my knees, crying into my trousers. I could tell Dan didn't know what to say, he just looked down at me "I really hate myself, and I hate you for being so amazing" he crouched down infront of me, looking at me as I cried

"When will you see yourself the way I see you?" I look up with rosy and tear stained cheeks "I see you as perfect, breathtaking, amazing, kind, funny, talented, unique and the most wonderful person in the entire world. It breaks my heart seeing you like this" he crawled over, sitting next to me and starts wiping away the blood, making me hiss "in my eyes, you are nothing short of perfection and I love you more than all the stars in the sky" he kissed my tears away as he cleaned the blood from my head "I love you at your best and worse, I love you whether you have powers or not, I love you for you Phil and that'll never change. Even if we ever break up, which we won't, I will still love you because I can't help my feelings for you" he tilts my chin towards him and looks me in my eyes, which were all glossy from crying "I will always love you, that'll never change" he kisses me, making me kiss back and let more tears slide