Juan and I are a married couple so splitting up doesn't make us single. I was considering getting a legal separation but I'm conflicted because I love that man so much and we have built a life together.
It hurts to know that he has been cheating on me every time he has been in Miami but what hurts more is the fact that he's not sorry. This whole time I have been struggling to balance family life and a career while he has been doing it all with a side of hoes.
Depending on how our conversation goes, I may file for divorce because this isn't the first time that we are going through this. We initially broke off our engagement because he was always finding every opportunity to makeout with Anitta on stage and I had enough.
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"Hey." Juan kisses my head before he taking a seat opposite me. "Where's Serenity?"
"Sleeping." I respond as I rub my hands together.
"How have you been?"
"I've been shit." I answer truthfully. "My whole world has been flipped upside down and I don't know what to do."
Juan doesn't respond and I sigh as I sit back in my seat.
"Do you want to be single?" I ask him as he stares up at the sky. "If being single is what you want then we can make it happen so you can be with whoever the fuck you want because this is a game that I want no part of."
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"I don't want to be single." He shrugs his shoulders. "I'm a happily married man."
"Then why the fuck do you keep doing this to me?" I snap. "You say one thing but you are always doing another. During the whole time that I have been with you even when were broken up, I never slept or even kissed somebody else. You are the only one that I have been with during our time together but I know that it's only from my part because you have messages to suggest otherwise."
"Elle." Juan runs a hand through his hair.
"I hate that I love you so much." I spit out as I dig my nails into the palm of my hand. "You have a divorce coming your way."
"Don't be irrational." Juan snaps and I scoff as I stand to my feet. "We can talk this out. We have spent years building this life and family together, we are not going to ruin that."
