I'm not perfect *featuring Johnnie Guilbert & Bryan Stars*

Broken generation

(A/N most of this book will be from lauren's perspective.)
Lauren's POV:
We got on the plane to massachusetts.
It was a 5 hour flight & i texted johnnie the whole flight.
Me: i miss you already.
Johnnie: i miss you too, how many months until school ends?
Me: 2 or 3
Johnnie: i cant go 3 months without kissing you.
Me: i know, i dont want to fall asleep without being in your arms.
Johnnie: i love you
Me: i love you more
Johnnie: thats quite impossible.
Me: nah, I've had a crush on you for 2 years. Therefore, i love you more.
Johnnie: aw💚
Me: i cant stop smiling omfg
Johnnie: 😁
Me: 🌚
Johnnie: 💅
Me: 🆒
Johnnie: 👹
Me: 😷
Johnnie: 😈
Me: 💩
Johnnie: 🐶
Me: 🐯
Johnnie: i give up, you win.
Me: yayy😘
Johnnie: dweeb
Me: takes one to know one💁
Johnnie: where have you been all my life?
Me: massachusetts. Duh.
Johnnie: i mean, you're perfect.
Me: I'm not perfect though.
Johnnie: to me you're perfect.
Me: aw💓
Johnnie: im so glad we picked you
Me: im glad i entered
Johnnie: i got to go but when you come back to LA we should do a free meet & greet.
Me: okay & definetly!!
Johnnie: bye, i love you😘
Me: i love you too💕

I put my earbuds in & fell asleep.
I dreamt about johnnie & i.
I sort of remember every detail but it was just random. I dont even know why i still remember this.
(A/N this is an actual dream i had 5 or 6 months ago.)
I was on a field trip to this place, it was located near a mini mart.
I looked out one of the windows of the building & saw Johnnie fucking Guilbert sitting at one of the picnic tables. I snuck out of the building we were in & i went inside the mini mart, they sold peacetea.
I bought 2 razzleberry peaceteas, one for me & one for johnnie.
I approached the table slowly, then said "hi" in a soft tone.
"Hi." Johnnie said with a smile.
"I saw you through the window, i hope that doesn't seem stalkerish, its just that you saved my life." I said as i sat across from him.
"It's okay, is one of those for me?" Johnnie said.
"Oh, yeah." I said as i gave him one.
"Thank you." Johnnie said with a smile.
"Why are you in massachusetts? I thought you lived in california." I said.
"Bryan has family here." Johnnie said.
"I should go, i dont want to get in trouble." I said as i got up.
"Wait." Johnnie said.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"I never got your name." Johnnie said with a smile.
"My name is Lauren." I said as i opened my peacetea.
"Lauren, can i have your number?" Johnnie asked.
"Sure." I said as i put my peacetea on the table & typed my number in Johnnie's phone.
"Text me anytime, I'm always using my phone so I'll respond istantly." I said.
"Okay." Johnnie said.
My phone vibrated.
Johnnie: you're really pretty.

I woke up, the plane was in turbulence (A/N i dont know if i phrased that right but i honestly dont care)
"We are approaching a thunderstorm, buckle your seat belts." The flight attendant said.
Great. The one thing i really hate.
"Meghan, wake up." I said.
My mom was already awake. Playing candy crush, of course.
"Are you okay?" My mom asked.
"No, i miss johnnie & bryan." I said with tears forming in my eyes.
"We have arrived to massachusetts, have a great day." The flight attendant said.

We got off the plane, i saw my best friends waiting for me.
I ran over to them & hugged them.
"I missed you guys so much." I said.
"We missed you more." Chloe said.
I didn't know that actually cared about me.
"Sooo..." Chloe said.
"Yeah?.." I said.
"Details." Chloe said.
"Of?.." I said.
"You & johnnie.." Chloe said.
"Oh. Theres not much to talk about." I said.
"Hey.." Magnus said.
"Hi." I said.
"I'm sorry if i made our friendship awkward.." Magnus said.
"It's okay, i liked you too but i have a boyfriend now." I said.
"I know, i just wished you told me sooner." Magnus said.
"I'm glad i didnt though." I said.
"Why?" Magnus said.
"Reasons. Abby knows." I said.
"I'm just glad i told you before something bad happened." Abby said.
"I need to tell you something. Personal." I said.
"Okay." Abby said.
We walked to the girls bathroom.
"So i um.. Sorta lost my virginity.." I said.
"Oh my god.." Abby said.
"Don't tell anyone. You're the only one that knows..." I said.
"I promise." Abby said.
We left the bathroom.
"Are you okay?" Shannon asked.
"Yeah, i just miss johnnie." I said.
"I'm here for you if you ever need to talk." Shannon said as she hugged me.
I saw someone who i havent talked to in years.
"James?" I said as i walked over to him.
"Hi." James said with a smile.
The smile that made me love him.
He was my first crush until he was an ass to me.
"Why are you here? I thought you hated me..." I said.
"I'm here to say sorry." James said.
"It's too late for apologies. You broke my heart." I said.
James handed me a letter.
I didn't dare read it.
"Aren't you gonna read it?" James asked.
"Maybe, maybe not." I said.
"I'm sorry for what i did to you & i love you a lot. Ever since fifth grade." James said.
What the actual fuck. I asked him out in fifth grade & he turned me down.
"Stop saying that. I changed. I'm not desperate for 'love' anymore. I have a boyfriend & I'm not gonna cheat on him with some douche bag who thinks it's okay to use someone because they're dating someone famous. I'm not gonna be part of the popular group. I'm not leaving my real friends. I will never be one of you, i like not being popular. I like my friends, i like everything i already have. If you want to be my friend that'd be awesome as heck but we will never date." I said.
"Damn, for a shy girl you talk a lot." James said.
"I'm not shy, I'm just quiet. If i was shy i wouldn't be talking to you." I said.
"Why did i say no to you?" James asked.
"Because i was ugly & i wasn't popular like you." I said.
I walked away from him.
"Lauren, wait." James said as he ran after me.

This took me like 2 days to write so i hope you like it💓