I'm not perfect *featuring Johnnie Guilbert & Bryan Stars*

Feels like forever

Johnnie's POV:
Lauren & Meghan just got on a flight to California & Bryan & I planned out the whole day for them.
When they get to the apartment we're gonna take them out for dinner at a classy restaurant.
I bought Lauren a strapless light purple dress for her to wear, Bryan bought Meghan a strapless light blue dress. Bryan & I are gonna wear suits. I know, you can't picture us wearing suits.
After we're gonna go to disney land (after we change) then go back to the apartment & watch some movies.
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Lauren's POV:
We just got on a flight to California.
I'm really happy i get to see Johnnie, i haven't seen him in a few months. I changed a lot in those months, my hair is longer & puberty finally hit me like truck.
"Hey, you okay?" Meghan asked.
"Mhm?" I said.
"You were zoned out." Meghan said.
"Oh, I'm just scared, yanno?" I said.
"Yeah & don't be scared. I'm here for you, okay?" Meghan said.
"I'll try, I'm just scared that Johnnie won't love me anymore." I said.
"Hey, we'll get through this together. I promise." Meghan said.
"Are you sure? He's my first boyfriend & I'm not sure how relationships actually work." I said.
"Oh honey, I'll help you." Meghan said.
"Don't 'honey' me." I said.
"Fine, would you want to be called sweetie." Meghan said with a laugh.
"Shut up." I said with a giggle.
"We should take a nap, I'm sure Johnnie & Bryan have something planned." I said as i pulled down the shade & put my earbuds in.
We slept the whole entire flight, we were about 20 minutes from california.
I woke up to about 10 texts from Johnnie.
I unlocked my phone.
The most recent text was "we're at the airport, i cant wait to see your beautiful face." I got butterflies in my stomach. He's so adorable.
"Meghan, wake up. We're almost there." I said as i lightly pushed Meghan's shoulder.
"Ughh." Meghan whined.
For a 20 year old, she's a big baby.
I took my hair brush & make up bag & went to the bathroom.
"I look so fucking ratchet." I whispered to myself as i brushed my hair.
I put on light brown eyeshadow & black liquid eyeliner. I didn't put on mascara because my eyelashes are hella long.
I unlocked the bathroom door & headed back to my seat.
"Dang lauren, I've never seen you wear eyeliner before." Meghan said.
"Well, I've changed." I said with a smile.
"Just don't make the bad choices I've made." Meghan said.
"Uh, i kinda did.." I said with a nervous look on my face.
"What'd you do?" Meghan asked.
I stared at her for a few seconds before i answered.
"If i tell you, please don't tell our mom." I pleaded.
"Fine." Meghan said.
"I, I sort of lost, my um, virginity..." I said as i looked at the floor.
"Lauren Danielle!" Meghan screeched.
I didn't respond to her.
"Lauren, you're 16-" Meghan said.
"I know, i messed up big time." I said as a few tears escaped my eyes.
"Did you use protection?" Meghan asked.
"Yeah." I said.
"When did you lose it?" Meghan asked.
"A few months ago.. With Johnnie." I said.
"How old is Johnnie?" Meghan asked.
"17.." I said.
"Okay, i just wished you waited until you got married." Meghan said.
"I wanted to but gosh, johnnie was just, wow." I said with a smile.
"Someone got bit by the love bug." Meghan said with a laugh.
"Yeaah." I said.
"Aw!! You're blushing!" Meghan said.
I covered my face with my hands.
"Is it that noticeable?" I asked with a slight smile.
"Yes, you look like a tomato." Meghan laughed.
I smacked her arm.
"We are now arriving in california." The flight attendant said over the intercom.

We got off the plane & looked for Johnnie & Bryan.
"I think i see them." I said as i pointed towards them.
"Okay, let's go over there." Meghan said.
I had butterflies in my stomach.
"Hey." Johnnie said as he pulled me in for a hug.
"I missed you. A lot." I said.
"I missed you more, it was so hard to not be able to see you." Johnnie said.
I started to cry.
"So much happened when i got home. I never want to go back there until he's gone." I said.
Johnnie put his hands on my shoulders.
"What ever happened doesn't matter anymore, you're with me now." Johnnie said.
"If you dont mind me asking, what exactly happened?" Bryan asked.
"Our dad abused her, again." Meghan said.
"I don't understand why he wants to hurt me." I sobbed.
"Do you know what mom did behind his back?" Meghan asked.
"No, what happened?" I asked.
"She requested a divorce after he got arrested. I honestly think it's the best for our family & mom is getting full custody of us but she said that we can live with Johnnie & Bryan for awhile." Meghan said.
I hugged her.
"Oh my fuck. You never hug me!" Meghan said in shock.
"Hey, i changed. Remember?" I said.
"I like the new you." Meghan said.
Johnnie took a picture of Meghan & I hugging.
He posted it to instagram with the caption 'sisterly love👭💚'
"Sorry to ruin this beautiful moment, but we need to go to the apartment. We have a few surprises for you girls." Bryan said.

We left the airport & got in the car. Meghan was in the passenger seat, Johnnie & i were in the back.
"How was school?" Bryan asked.
"It was okay, people were being assholes to me. Like usual." I said.
"What did your friends do when they saw you?" Johnnie asked.
"They literally ran to me & hugged me. I love them a lot." I said.
"How many people know about you & Johnnie?" Meghan asked.
"Basically the whole fucking school knew. I got so many dirty looks in the hall but i ignored it. I guess a lot of people are jealous." I said.
"What about the guys who stare at you during class?" Meghan asked.
"They still stare at me, i don't know why they have crushes on me." I said.
"I know why." Johnnie said.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because you're beautiful." Johnnie said.
"I'm not though.." I said.
"Lauren, shut up. You need to stop putting yourself down." Meghan said.
"Easier said than done." I said.
"I know how lauren feels. I'm really self conscious." Johnnie said.
"But you're hella hot..." I said.
"Thanks baby." Johnnie said as he kissed my forehead.
"Awww." Meghan said.
"Hushh." I said with a smile.
"No." Meghan said.
"Whateva." I said.
"Lauren is the sass queen." Meghan said.
"Basically." I said.
"Teach me your sassy ways senpai." Johnnie said.
"Okay, daddy." I said.
We all laughed because we hate that word, well the way girls call their boyfriends 'daddy' its just weird.
"Do you want to vlog later?" Johnnie asked.
"Sure." We all said.
"You're gonna love where we're taking you girls." Bryan said.
"I know we will." Meghan said.
"Meghan, you should get instagram again, maybe you'll gain followers." I said with a laugh.
Meghan glared at me.
"Why did you delete your instagram?" Bryan asked.
"I had like 50 followers. I didn't gain followers like lauren did." Meghan said.
"How many followers do you have?" Bryan asked.
"About 5,000, before i had like 900 before but since I'm dating Johnnie, i guess people wanted to follow me." I said.
"I thought you said you weren't popular?" Johnnie said.
"I'm not.." I said.
"But you had 900 followers before you even met me or bryan." Johnnie said.
"I know but i barely get 10 likes on a post without hashtags." I said.
"How many ghosties did you have?" Johnnie asked.
"Like 300." I said.
"Dang." Bryan said.
"I know." I said.

Abby was calling me.
I answered.
Me: hey.
Abby: i need to tell you something.
Me: good or bad?
Abby: good? Nah, it's fucking awesome.
Me: do you want me to put you on speaker or..?
Abby: speaker. It's about kyle.
I put it on speaker phone.
Me: okay, whats up?
Abby: kyle is moving to massachusetts. The city we live in.
Me: FUCK
Abby: i know, at least you're with johnnie.
Meghan: who's kyle?
Johnnie: me bess fran
Me: is he going to ahs?
Abby: i think so.
Me: ask him.
Abby: how? He doesnt follow me on twitter.
Me: make a post about it & ask him. Maybe he'll comment 'ahs' our followers will think hes being funny because ahs is also the initials for american horror story.
Johnnie: i could text him...
Me: okay.
Abby: i have to do chores, I'll FaceTime you later.
Me: okay, bye.
Abby: bye.

"You have the worst luck." Meghan said as she laughed.
"How? I'm dating my favorite youtuber & I'm in my dream state.." I said.
"Because right when we left Massachusetts, Kyle moved to Massachusetts." Meghan said.
"Maybe we can visit them sometime." Johnnie said.
"Yeah." I said.

Sorry it took 100,000 years to update, I've been working on this chapter for a few months & i think it's ready to be published.