I'm not perfect *featuring Johnnie Guilbert & Bryan Stars*

Heartbreak girl

Lauren's POV:
James just kissed me & i feel so used.
I mean, i still have feelings for him but i would never date him.
I ran away, crying.
Shannon & abby were running towards me. I guess they saw what happened.
"Oh my god, what happened?" Abby asked.
"He kissed me.." I said.
"Can i punch him in the face?" Shannon said.
"No." I said.
"You sure?" Abby said.
"Yeah." I said with a fake smile.
"Okay." Shannon said.
"I'm gonna call Johnnie. He needs to know about this." I said.
"Okay, we'll be with hanna & amber." Shannon said.

I walked over to a seat & called johnnie.
He answered after the second ring.
"Hey, what's up?" He asked happily.
"I need to tell you something & I'm having a fucking panic attack." I said while sobbing.
"Calm down & tell me everything that happened." Johnnie said.
"My ex crush was at the airport, we got in an argument, i tried to walk away but he pulled me by my arm, i turned around & he fucking kissed me on the lips & i honestly don't know what to do." I said while shaking.
"I'm glad you told me, maybe you can report it for sexual harassment? Did anyone see it happen?" Johnnie asked.
"I guess but i don't know who to tell & yeah, my friends saw it happen." I said.
"Maybe tell your guidance counselor, just do anything to make him stop. You don't know what he might do next." Johnnie said.
"Okay, thank you for helping me & understanding what happened." I said.
"You're welcome, i just wish i was there to protect you." Johnnie said.
"I got to go, I'm gonna tell my mom what happened." I said.
"Okay, text me." Johnnie said.
"Okay, bye." I said.
"Bye, stay safe." Johnnie said.
I hung up & told my mom everything that happened.

I said bye to my friends & that ill see them in the morning if i feel like dealing with all the drama.

*the next day*
It was 6:12, i have to get up.
I got out of bed & put on the shirt johnnie gave me.
It said "stay happy not crappy".
I put on my skinny jeans & converse.
I brushed & straightened my hair.
I brushed my teeth & put moisturizer on my face.
I grabbed my bags & phone. I went in the car & my mom drove me to the bus stop.
"Are you okay?" My mom asked.
"No.. I'm scared." I said.
"Just try to ignore the bullies." My mom said.
The bus was coming & i got out of the car.
I crossed the street & got on the bus. Everyone was staring at me.
I heard people whispering about me.
"Hey." Someone said.
"Hi, um, do i know you?" I asked.
"No but i know you. You're Johnnie's girlfriend. Oh, my name is Jeydon." He said.
"Hi Jeydon, have people been talking about me?" I asked.
"Yeah, people are talking shit about you because you're dating a famous person." He said.
"Oh, just lovely." I said.
"If you ever need to talk to me just text me." He said as he put his number in my phone. I texted "hey, its lauren." So he knows what my number is.
"Thank you, if you ever hear more rumors please tell me." I said.
"Okay, what grade are you in?" He asked.
"I'm a freshman." I said.
"Ahh, I'm a sophomore." He said.
"Do you have first lunch?" I asked.
"Yes, what cafeteria do you sit in?" He asked.
"The one on the second floor." I said.
"Is it okay if i sit with you at lunch?" He asked.
"Sure." I said.

We got to school & i was approached by a lot of people.
Jeydon was walking inside with me & made sure no one harassed me.
"Slut." Someone said.
"Just ignore them." Jeydon said.
"Okay." I said.
"Hey lauren." Hanna said.
"Hey." I said.
"If you ever need to talk im always here for you." Hanna said.
"Thanks, i really appreciate it." I said.
The 3 of us went inside & decided to walk around the school.
We walked through the main entrance & walked towards the cafeteria.
"Cunt." Someone said.
I ignored them.
"Whore." Some fake bitch said.
"I cant deal with this anymore." I said as a few tears escaped my eyes.
Jeydon gave me hug. I cried on his shoulder.
"I'm so sorry." Jeydon said as he rubbed my back.
"If anyone says something rude to you, text me." Hanna said as she walked to class.
Jeydon walked me to class.

*in physics class/last period*
"Ew, its the slut." Alysa said.
I ignored her & walked to my seat.
"Aidan can you move your stuff please." I asked with a smile.
"Yeah, sorry." Aidan said.
"Hey, how are you?" Sarah asked.
"Horrible. I just want to go home." I said as i put my head on the desk.
"Please stay strong, i know you can do it." Kayla said.
"I'm trying, it's just so hard to do. I'm being insulted every minute & I'm sick of it. I'm just so fucking done." I said as i lifted my head up from the desk.
"Wanna hang out after school?" Chloe asked.
"Yeah, i just need to ask my mom." I said.
"Okay." Chloe said.
James walked in.
Shit! I forgot.
"Just ignore him." Sarah said.
He walked over to my desk.
"I'm so sorry, i didnt mean to-" he said.
"James, go. I'm really fucking depressed right now & i don't want to deal with anything, I'm sorry." I said.
"Okay, I'm sorry for bothering you.." James said.
Great, he probably hates me now.
Class started.
"Okay class, lauren is being bullied & you guys need to stop. Shes been through a lot lately & bullying & harassing her is making everything worse." Mr. Gaskarth said.
The bell rang & i went over to chloe's house.
"Why are people insulting you? I mean, i know you're dating johnnie but that doesn't mean people have to be rude to you." Chloe said.
I started to cry.
"Lauren, tell me what happened." Chloe said.
"I-I can't..." I said.
I cried harder. I know she won't understand & if i tell her that i want to go back to California to be with johnnie she's gonna hate me.

I hope you guys like it, i honestly didn't know where i was going with this chapter but i guess its okay💓