Freshman | Killugon/Leopika

1.6

"The Three Days"

Killua's POV:
Saturday
Do I care too much about Gon? Maybe. I've been texting him every couple of hours because I don't wanna make him feel lonely. However, I'm going out with Kurapika and Leorio later, and I might not be able to text Gon. He hasn't told Kurapika or Leorio yet, and I don't think I'm supposed to.

A few minutes after I woke up, I heard constant dinging on my phone.

8:32 AM
Gon
Killua!

8:33 AM
Gon
Killuaaaaa

8:33 AM
Gon
Killua! Where are you? I need you!!

I was still half asleep and don't even know what I sent.

The one more ding and then it went silent...

<9:59 AM>

I wake up again an hour and a bit later, as I slept late thinking about my plan for Gon. I was wondering why it was silent. I looked at my phone.

8:35 AM
Gon
Okay what the hell I'm sorry
I won't bother you again

'HUH?' My brain basically exploded. 'What did I send him earlier???'

I unlock my phone and my jaw dropped at what I actually sent him earlier.

Killua
stop fucking bothering me im
trying to sleep

I didn't even know that I sent that. 'fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. He's gonna think hate him...
What the hell, I didn't mean that, but he doesn't know...'

Killua
gon im sorry i didnt even know
that i sent that

i was tired and i send random
things when im tired

Gon
How do I know you're not just fuckin
do the same thing again?

Plus, I've promised my dad that I'm
not gonna talk to you, so bye, fuck
you!

What the hell did I just do... I didn't mean to do anything... I just basically ruined Gon's life because who knows what his dad is gonna force him to do? I burst into tears for the next couple of hours blaming myself.

<11:32 AM>

I honestly didn't feel like doing anything before. I didn't tell any of my friends this but I was diagnosed with depression after leaving my sister behind and I think it may be coming back. Like last time, I've been blaming myself for everything, but I think this is actually my fault.

Illumi's POV:
"Lumi, where's Kil?" Hisoka asked.

"I don't know. I think in his room?"

"Weird, it's literally almost lunch and he hasn't come out yet."

"I'mma check his room quickly."

"Mkay."

I put my ear to Killua's door, but I don't hear anything, I'm guessing he's still sleeping. I open the door.