try again.
content/cw; hardcore angst, profanity, soft/sad sex, fingering.
ft; nanami kento x black!fem reader
songs; dark beach - pastel ghost
| after yet another miscarriage, you and Nanami try again for a child.
word count; 1.2kYou were sitting on the bed in a black robe, waiting for him to come out. Nothing felt real in this moment. Devastated. One word to explain how you felt. Why couldn't it just happen? Why couldn't you be a mother? That's all you wanted. Why was the universe just so against it? You felt so useless in your own body. People had always pledged and talked your head off about your delicacy. But in these moments, you felt so... futile.
Trapped in your degrading thoughts, you hadn't realized he'd come out of the bathroom. "Are you alright...?" With those words, you broke down. Tears spilled from your eyes and you couldn't stop its flow. Nanami immediately came to you and engulfed you in his warmth, reinsuring you that he was here.
"Why...? Why can we not just be happy...? Kento, I wanted this baby so bad..." You cried out as you buried your face into his neck. "I know... I know baby... I wanted this as well. To see you with our child in your arms..." Nanami's suffering voice made your heartache. "Three. We lost three... How many more children are we going to lose...? I'm so t-tired Kento..." You say, your unintentional stutter never dismissing in his mind.
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