Addicted to you. Hosie / Hizzie

With the curtain drawn

I wasn't annoyed or anything, i mean Lizzie is straight as hell... Its just annoying that i was used for it.

I then get snapped out of my thoughts when another knock is placed upon my door.

This had to be Josie.

I go to open the door and sure enough there stood, Josie.

"I'm sorry i can't stay long... but i can watch like half a movie" Josie chuckles, honestly it was more than enough.

"Alright" I chuckle, I was just happy that she was here.

We both flopped onto the bed in unison as we instantly start scrolling through Netflix in order to save time.

Our hands brushed upon one anothers as we go to grasp the remote at the same time, wow... I wished I was holding it.

I sometimes think that maybe if I told her how I felt, it would end one of two ways... she'd say that she's not into me like that and our friendship would forever be fractured, or she'd just pretend not to hear me in order to preserve our friendship... and well both would end in me being heartbroken and I wasn't ready for that.

We eventually settled on starting the new Atypical season as we figured we might as well.

"Ugh I'm so in love with Casey I swear" Josie says out of the blue, There it was again... she was just openly admitting she liked girls... wow.

Like I had a shot.

"I'm more of a Izzie type of girl myself" I utter, I was slightly hoping she'd turn to me and make it a bigger deal that it was... but she didn't. 

She just brushed it off by saying.

"Lets both agree they're both incredibly hot" Josie laughs it off before looking back on the screen.

"Agreed" I Laugh with her.

We just about finished episode two before it was time for her to leave, I didn't ask where she was going but I was presuming it was important.

"Alright I better get going" Josie sighs as she stands up.

"I'm glad you came Jo... even if It wasn't for long" I let her leave.

"I'm glad I did too" Josie chuckles before leaning down and planting a small kiss on my cheek... right I might be an overthinker but surely that was different?... I was hoping it meant something but I guarantee it didn't.

She left shortly after as there I lay, on my bed just scrolling endlessly on Tiktok and Instagram like an addiction.

Until I stumbled across something... Josie had recently posted a story on her snapchat... she was out in some restaurant all dressed up and out the corner of my eye I saw another girl in it... it was her partner in Spells, Jade I think her name was.

Was she on a date?

It surely seemed it, she was dressed up in a little black dress, with Jade in a white jumpsuite...

This instantly shattered my heart into a million pieces, she hadn't even told me about it... that's an issue.

I did the only thing I knew how too, self destruct.

I remembered that earlier a certain blonde had given me her number, I decided now is probably the best time to text it right? I needed a distraction.

047388472838

You going to call me anymore Homophobic Slurs?

I throw my phone on my bed, quickly realising how stupid it was, I decide to delete it.

I go to delete it but am shocked to have found Lizzie had replied so soon.

Lizzie

You going to call me anymore homophobic slurs?

Depends if you're cute

Surely enough for someone who says 'she's not into that' she sure as hell flirts a lot like she is...

Lizzie

Well earlier you had your tongue down my throat, I'm guessing I must be

Oh yeah  I guess that counts ;)

Shame you weren't into it, I was even contemplating inviting you over, to finish what we started

I mean... I'd be down to finish what we started... seems rude of me not too right?

I guess it would be yes...

Well in that case, I'll be over in 5

I Now started to slightly panic, I had no intention of inviting her over or anything, but the heat of the moment definitely said otherwise, now I was having her over?

I panicked to tidy the mess off my room, hurriedly making my bed, brushing my teeth and grabbing as many fresh mints as I could.

It seemed so different over text, Like she was 10x more confident, I don't even know how thats possible.

I didn't know why I did this... I was about to lose it to my greatest enemy at my own expense, at the same time I was filled head to toe with jealousy about Josie, I mean the logical decision to that is sleeping with her sister right?