Addicted to you. Hosie / Hizzie

I like it like that

After a couple moments of trying to think over what was just told of me... in a frozen-ish state, I walk back over to a nearby vending machine.

Getting some snacks, Some chips, Candy and popcorn... 

I'd made up my mind... I don't think I'd tell Josie what Jade told me. This would lead into a whole conversation of what this meant and eventually I'd have to tell her about Lizzie.

I grab the bags and try forget...I mean Jade could be lying right? Like surely... 

I get back to my dorm, taking a deep breath in before kicking open my door and throwing the snacks onto the bed where Josie lay.

"I got a little bit of everything" I joke.

"A little... thats the understatement of the century" Josie snakily responds.

"I had a little run in with your little vampire... that wasn't fun" I state.

"Wait... Jade? Wait what did she say? Did she say anything about me? I wouldn't believe anything she says..." Josie says in a hurry.

"She said nothing, why?" I lie.

"Oh nothing... yeah I just didn't want her to lie or anything" Josie quickly rectifies

"Yep no... nothing happened don't worry" I Lie as I climb into bed with her.

Shortly after turning the TV on and flipping through to Fear Street Chapter 2.

I felt strange like I should feel guilty... for having her here. I felt awful as it was with Lizzie but I felt like I was betraying her for some reason, we weren't even together.

Although I was very wary of everything Josie did... Even what I used to class as stuff friends did like holding my hand in a scary movie, It felt off to me.

Around half way through a jumpscare happens, as the girl comes flying over completely onto me, half her body on mine as her arms wrapped around me and her head tucked into my neck.

I just lay there, still as a post. 

Things like this kept happening, every so often she'd move a little closer and tighten her grip on my hand. I never noticed stuff like this before, but after what Jade told me... it became apparent.

Soon enough the hours started to rack up... 9pm flew by... so did 10pm... 11pm followed... and soon enough after watching the entire fear street trilogy and a couple episodes of Atypical season 4... it was getting to the point of yawning.

I half expected Josie to have left by now... but she hadn't.

"You want to stay tonight" I ask.

"I'd like that a lot" Josie reassures.

"Here" I hand her some spare pyjamas from my dresser.

I was expecting her to get changed in the bathroom... but that wasn't the case at all... she stripped down there and then.

I couldn't help but look a little... I mean. Come on. She had a really nice body... I couldn't lie... but I also smiled at the fact that Lizzie's was engrained in my memory.

"You're okay to turn around" Josie reassures once more.

I look at her, but she wasn't entirely changed... she hadn't put on her t-shirt... it was her in her underwear.

"I'm don't really wear pyjamas" Josie makes the excuse.

I try not to look, just slipping into bed and trying to ignore her... as one wrong move... one slip up... I'd have a night to remember.