I don't deserve it

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I slept awful last night, constantly waking up to realise the current circumstance I was in... did I take advantage of my best friend? No... no I didn't.

She was sound asleep... she looked adorable.

I figured I might as well get up and grab some food from the cafeteria as I hardly ate the past couple days.

I walk past a clock to see the time being '6.15 Am' it was too early for this.

I had a huge hangover from last night which really didn't add to my patience... if felt awful.

Just as I walk in to the cafeteria it was empty... well all except one table, which a tired Lizzie Saltzman sat with some croissants and her laptop.

"Can't sleep either ey" I break the silence, snapping her out of her work.

"Nope" the blonde snaps back, in a clear mood.

I just ignore this and go to grab some croissants and strawberries from the breakfast bar.

I realised no one was here... I had to apologise to her for last night, she wasn't the one saying those things.

"What you working on Saltzman" I walk behind her, resting on her chair.

"Bennett Bloodline work... you know what we were meant to do" Lizzie has an angry and provoked tone.

"Oh yeah, we aren't very productive" I try joke with her but it was immediately shut down.

"What do you want Mikaelson" Lizzie stops typing and turns to face me with a disappointed look on her face.

"I just wanted to apologise for last night, I took it too far and I was angry at your friends, I took it out on you and I'm sorry" I attempt to apologise.

"Its fine, You didn't do it, thats all that matters" Lizzie chimes, saddened.

I decide to just take a seat with her, sitting opposite, watching her sigh as I sit down made me laugh a little.

She tried to ignore me so bad, I could see her little glares up at me.

"We going to talk about what happened yesterday" I try make conversation.

"What happened yesterday" Lizzie decides to deflect.

To this I shoot her the 'you know what look'.

"I mean... if you want to talk about me fucking you, I suppose we can also talk about you having your tongue down my sisters throat" lizzie harshly spits at me.

"Touche" I chuckle to myself, not wanting to start any arguments.

"Before you send it into the teacher, would you do me a favour and add my name on the bottom, you see I was too distracted yesterday to do the work... and some people may take that as your fault" I swoon my way into a free assignment.

"Whatever Mikaelson" Lizzie shrugs off.

Things immediately become tense when the sound of pupils come rushing into the cafeteria, soon recognising it to be Lizzie's group... glaring directly at me.

I make my effort to stand up swiftly but they still saw us together.

Lizzie soon notices this and her expression becomes dazed.

"Aww its Lizzie and her new side piece" Penelope sarcastically teases the girl.

To which Lizzie becomes really tense.

"Don't even talk about that... the thought of doing anything with Hope Mikaelson makes me gag" Lizzie laughs it off.

I get what she was saying... although I got to say that hurt a little, but it did really make me laugh at the irony.

I brought some extra croissants for Josie to help with her obvious hangover... although I vowed not to wake her, this was also for the fact I didn't have to speak to her about it for as long as possible.

I entered my room and to my surprise there was Josie, sat up right on my bed, scrolling through her phone.

"I was wondering where you went" Josie enquires with a smile.

"Can't offer a bed without serving breakfast in the morning... its called being nice" I joke as I throw a croissant at her.

"Fuck my head Is killing me" Josie winces.

I grab some iburprofen off my dresser and throw it at her also, to which she takes it.

"Please tell me I didn't do anything embarrassing last night" Josie laughs.

"Oh no yeah you did" I accidentally say.

"Go on" Josie asks.

"Oh it was nothing, You just kissed a random guy is all" I lie to her.

"Eww...I Must've been really drunk then" Josie laughs it off.

"It was cute its fine" I say unexpectedly.

Josie just smiles, as we both make eye contact... god she was so beautiful... its times like this where I knew for a fact I wanted Josie and her only, I'd give up 1000's of Lizzie's just for a chance with her... maybe Lizzie was right... maybe I was in love with her sister.






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