Confessions
WAVE'S POV:I lay comfortable on my soft cushioned bed and my blanket covering the bottom part of my body keeps me cozy from the cold breeze of my room's air conditioner as I think about how Silim made and makes my heart smile.
I cannot deny the fact that he gives me a different taste of positivity after my mother's death. Since then, I have never seen life as happy and exciting, especially that my father seems to not care about me anymore. He, too, is as devastated as I am, but he has been indulged in his grief that he has seemingly forgotten all about me.
But, Silim came and with the first sight I laid over him, my heart started to ponder and live again.
Yet, I cannot show what I truly feel or if I should acknowledge this strange feeling because, he cannot return the same feeling for me knowing that he's a man, too. He might have already laid his eyes upon a beautiful girl or perhaps, he already has a girlfriend.
I should not put myself in a situation that will ruin me more. Break me even more to a point that it's difficult for me to rise in the morning, knowing that I will face the man I like but, sees me as only a friend. That even when I close my eyes, hoping to shut the world out hoping to shut the feelings out, yet my nightmares would keep on haunting me. I should avoid getting myself in that position.
But this guy's a something. He makes me feel special. He indeed noticed that I avoid him, tried not to talk to him, but he's persistent. Even if it's just a day, it means greater than that for me.
For a few times since my mom's death, I made a smile. I made a smirk. I made my eyes curve into happiness. I was genuinely happy. Things I usually do, and that I misses so much.
I hope Silim feels the same way about me. I hope he sees me as someone more than a friend to him. I hope he'd keep his persistence and patience when I'm drowned in sadness because... I like him.
ALI'S POV:
Days in school, I have started to pursue Kyle without telling him. But as expected, there's just a single barrier, though-- Ketron; the extra.
I'm not really a wizard at courting the one I love because, this is the first time I have ever done this. So I will just do what would make Kyle happy.
At breaktime, I let myself carry him bridal style to the cafeteria so he won't break a sweat walking. I have already lifted him up but he rebelled and said I should put him back down. I insisted at first but then I agreed to him. He says its embarrassing, but Selena thought its romantic though.
One time, Ketron gave Kyle three roses and a red heart-shaped container filled with what they call chocolates. I saw joy in Kyle's eyes and I couldn't help but to feel pain in my chest. If I could just make my fireflies steal those chocolates away, then I would have already done it. Kyle offered me chocolates but I did not accepted it. I reasoned I hate it.
Another time, I always praise Kyle like, "You're so cute, little bunny"; "Your eyes are my favorite" ; "Your smile glow brighter than the fireflies"; "You have good hands, but I think it's better when it's entangled with mine" ; "I like the palace but I like it better when I'm with you".
He thought I was crazy and so am I. I'm a fairy and I don't know how to do courting their way. I don't know how to skillfully attract Kyle's heart like how Ketron does it. I did try to follow how Ketron do his moves but I end up unsuccessful.
Ketron does it with riches and I don't have that. I'm a loser against him.
In a different day during breaktime, they seemed to have noticed my changes. Selena asked me. "Ali, what are you up to? Why do you treat Kyle differently now?"
I froze for a moment, seeing everyone's reaction is confused, curious and are waiting for my answer. Kyle is as well in the same intensity as them.
I inhaled the most of oxygen I could that would fit in my lungs and exhaled them slowly, so I could have enough time to compose myself and get rid of the shake in my voice. This is it. I think it's time to be honest. I think it's time they should know.
Suddenly, Ketron walks close to Kyle again and laid his arms around Kyle's shoulder. That made me gain more confidence to announce my feelings so Ketron would know, too.
"I'm starting to pursue Kyle."
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Hi readers!!!
This is it. As promised. Chapter 6 is out. What are your thoughts about it?
I think of putting Wave's POV just so you would know his feelings, too.
And what about Ali's bravery? Hehe he's a brave fairy isn't he?
Okayyy, Chapter 7 will be released maybe on Thursday so stay tuned guys 😊
Thank yooouuu for your continuous support!!!-jayeGelo
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