Death: suicider
North Carolina's POV
I looked at the noose that hung from the ceiling, I wondered if I was really going to do this because once I did this, there was no turning back.
When I learned that North Dakota had died, it just shattered my heart and it hurt like my heart really did shatter. I always had a hurt in my chest after the sad news and I can't bear to be without him, it hurt to much. I sighed shakily as I looked down then at the chair that stood in front of me under the noose, all I had to do was write a note so my siblings had something to remember me. Tears formed at the corners of my eyes thinking about what I was going to do after I wrote the note. I started looking around my room for spare paper and I looked at a pile of spare paper I had and grabbed a piece and grabbed a pencil from my jar of pencils on my desk. I set the thing piece of paper on my desk and I hesitantly started writing for how sorry I was for hanging myself and why, I kind of just let out my feelings onto the paper and when I was done I put a little doodle at the bottom of dad and North Dakota.
When I was satisfied with it I set it on my bed and I went to the chair and stepped up on it. I starred at the noose with much hesitation but decided to go through with it and put my head through the hole. I tightened up the noose to make sure I wouldn't just fall out and I looked down at the chair and put one foot on the back rest and tiled the chair making sure I really wanted to do this and decided I didn't want to but I lost balance and the chair dropped to the floor. When the chair dropped to the floor my lungs started feeling clogged up and I hurt in a weird way, I felt blood cut off and it wasn't a nice feeling at all. I kicked my feet around trying to pull myself up so I wouldn't die and my tears fell off my face as my eyes started shutting and I tried to get out any sound to call for help then I realized my door was locked so nobody could get in anyways.
I struggled harder as I started loosing feeling in my body and my eyes started shutting more. I fought to stay alive but I failed and chocked out a final struggle for air as my body shut down and everything turned to darkness.
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I woke up on the ground on my side, my body felt weird, everything was oddly cold and I hated it, it was an uncomfortable type of cold. I sat up groaning my body feeling very soar then my head turned attention to my door, there was banging on it then somebody slammed through, it was Texas. Texas crashed to the ground and sat up holding his right arm then he looked up and to his surprise, my body was there, limp. "DAD!" Texas yelled out, I looked at my body, my hands were still on the noose wedged in there, my face was also in a state of shock and my body was pale the colors still fading to white, that's what happens when a state dies I guess. I stared at my body for a bit before dad came into my room.
Dad looked so unbelievably tired, he's been in a state of grief for so long now, other states have tried to make him happy, tried to make him forget but all it did is just get worse. After so long, I added onto that grief, I looked at dad sadly like he could see me, I felt so bad... something flashed at the corner of my eye and my head turned towards it and my eyes widened, it was Imperial, I felt a sudden rage fill my body and I felt hot, he was probably the cause of this. "No need to be angry, I've just come to tell your dad how you're doing, all he wants is a simple answer from you." Imperial Japan said and suddenly I was so, confused. "What." I asked in a angry tone looking at the man who was leaning against a wall. "He wanted to ask you, why? Why did you do it?" Imperial asked and I looked at the ground frustrated, confused, and angry and a bit overwhelmed by all that's happening.
I looked at the up slightly then turned my head back to the ground, tears formed in my eyes from frustration and anger. "The- there's a note on my bed, it'll- it'll explain. I don't feel like talking right now." I said looking up at him. "I suggest you get some rest, you look tired." Imperial said before disappearing, he left behind smoke that held warm colors and I stood up and sat on my bed and scooted onto it more and laid down snuggling into my pillow and I shut my eyes letting sleep take over...
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50 deaths 50 mysteries
Fanfiction(WARNING: this book will have gore, blood, and strong language, so I suggest that if you are not comfortable with those topics, do not read and is also originally from WATTPAD) A mysterious day Alabama didn't listen to his father and went out anyway...
