Y/n 's pov:
„Joonas what are you doing here?" I said confused. „That doesn't matter" Joonas said and walked to Joel. „What the fuck was that? Why would you told her that, when you knew how hard it was with Samuel" Joonas said with an angry face. Oh god, I don't like when Joonas is angry, it always ends up bad. „She deserved that" Joel said and walked to the studio. I can't believe what this man can let out of his mouth.
„I'm sorry love" Joonas said and spread his arms so I could hug him.
Joonas is literally the best best friend that I could have. He is always there for me and I couldn't be more thankful. I think I don't deserve him, because I feel like I always treat him like shit. „Thank you Joonas" I smiled at him. „Of course, let's go inside" Joonas said and took my hand.
I don't think it was a good idea to agree to go with them to Rotterdam. I think I'm gonna leave them alone until we will need to go to the airport. „I'll go to the bathroom" I said to Joonas and went to the bathroom.
I locked the door and turned around, so I could face the mirror. Oh my god, I look like a shit. My mascara is all over my face, because of my hysterical ass. Now tell me how am I supposed to make myself look quite good again when I don't have anything here. Hopefully water and toilet paper will help me just a little bit.
I was scrubbing my face for good five minutes, because that mascara didn't wanted to leave my face.
„There you are finally, where have you been?" Niko asked me. „I was in the bathroom" I replied to him and went to grab my jacket. „Wait, what are you doing?" Joonas asked me with a confused look on his face. „I'm going home" I said and put my jacket on. „bye guys" I waved at them and gave Joel one big cold death stare. When I was about to open the main doors in the hallway I heard someone shout my name. „Y/n wait please" I heard a really familiar voice shout at me and when I turned around I saw Aleksi. „What's wrong?" That sweet boy asked me. „Oh um, you know we kinda argued with Joel again" I said and looked deep into his eyes which starts to fill up with anger. „God, what was it about?" Aleksi asked me. „Well he was mad at us for being so close to each other and then he started with" I couldn't even finish that sentence. „With?" That black haired boy repeated. „He started to bring up Samuel" I said and turned my head away from him. Aleksi grabbed softly my face with his fingers and turned my head back to him. „I'm sorry and if Joel is doing this to you just because of me then I will try to stop talking to you." Aleksi said with his puppy eyes. „No no no, please don't. I don't care how many times is Joel gonna hurt me, just don't stop talking to me. Please" I said to that precious boy. Aleksi took a deep breath and wanted to say something, but I interrupted him. „Aleksi, even if I know you for such a short time, you mean a lot to me. You are truly the most comforting person and I'm so glad that I met you." I said and hugged him. „Awhh Y/n, you are the best." Aleksi said and we both broke away from each other. „Okay, well I'm gonna go home now" I smiled at him. „Good, be careful and text me when you get home okay?" Aleksi said worriedly. „Of course, bye and say that I went home to Joonas please" I said and waved at him. „I will" Aleksi waved at me back and went to the studio.
This boy is literally the sweetest. I don't even know how I feel about him, but I know that I surely don't see him only as a friend. The butterflies in my stomach every time he looks at me or when our hands brush against each other. This boy has something in him that drives me crazy. I don't have girl friends that I could talk with about this, so I would probably need to tell Joonas, because I would really like to know what I feel about that black haired boy.
y/n
hey, I'm home:)
Aleksi🖤
okay, are you feeling better?
y/n
yeah little bit
Aleksi🖤
that's awesome:) go get
some sleep it will help you!!!
y/n
believe me, I will
Aleksi🖤
haha I knew it, well
good night love;p
y/n
thank you💞
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A/N: finally after writing 328292 hours i finished it 🧍♀️ maybe it doesn't look like that but yeah💀
anyways go read my new book: made for each other‼️
bye love youuuu
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him & i / alex mattson
Fanfictionyour best friend finally decided to intorduce you to his band called blind channel.. . and a lot of things changed since then. find out more in the story:)
