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Y/n 's pov:
After our fight with Joel, I wasn't talking to any of the boys except Joonas for 2 days and we are going to the Netherlands tonight. I don't even know how to start a conversation with them. I don't know if I should apologize or just shut up and be quiet. Oh god, It's gonna be hard.

I still need to pack some things, but I have like 6 hours, so hopefully, I will have everything. This whole time I was home, I was thinking about our fight with Joel, and that man is slowly but surely killing me. He is the biggest liar and player that I know. He's acting like he likes me and even he has the audacity to tell me this into my face. He also hurt his best friend. Aleksi. That poor man did nothing. Joel is such an asshole. He knows my most sensitive side and that's my ex, Joel of course knew what my ex did, but does he care? No, he doesn't care. The only thing he cares about is his look.

„Are you awake y/n?" Joonas asked me standing right behind my doors. „Yeah, come in. " I replied to him. Joonas sat on my bed and gave me some croissant with tea. „Thank you" I smiled at him. „Of course, i'll let you pack and at 7 pm be ready, because we are leaving" Joonas said and gave me a kiss on the top of my head.
Joonas was really helping me these two days with my mental health and I don't know how to thank him enough. He deserves the world. „Yo y/n, I'm sorry for interrupting you, but turn on your phone and charge it" Joonas said and closed the door again.

Damn, I totally forget that I turned off my phone, after our last conversation with Aleksi. I slowly went to grab my phone from the desk and plug it into a charger.
Since my phone was probably out of battery I decided to go take a shower, because I haven't showered for the last two days.
When I felt the warm water touch my skin, it felt so nice and also like all my problems were fading away.
When I stepped out of the shower I covered myself with a towel and let my hair dry by themself. „I'm proud of you" Joonas said and I almost saw my grave. He probably wanted to go to the bathroom, because when I opened the door he was right in front of my face. „Oh god Joonas you scared the shit out of me" I said and Joonas laughed. „Sorry, I didn't knew you were going to take a shower." That curly hair boy said and closed the door.

When I got back to my room, I went to check my phone. Oh no.
9+ 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙠𝙨𝙞🖤
3 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙨 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙖:)
Oh my god, I didn't even thought about someone texting or calling me. I should probably call my mom back.
„Sweetheart bonjour, comment ça va? (hi,how are you?) why did you didn't answer my call?" I heard from the other side of my phone. „Bonjour, I'm sorry I broke my charger and I'm good, what about you?" I lied to her, because I don't want to listen to the things like you shouldn't have moved out. „I'm doing awesome, I just miss you so much. You should visit us" My mom said with a sad voice. „I also miss you, I will try to visit you really soon. I promise." I answered her. We were talking for about 30 minutes and I was packing while talking to my mom. I should really visit her in France.

                          𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝟴:𝟭𝟮Good morning!!! how r u?                                𝟭𝟮:𝟱𝟭y/n? are you still sleeping?eyooo?                                𝟭𝟱:𝟮𝟲 y/n im scared

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                          𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝟴:𝟭𝟮
Good morning!!! how r u?
                                𝟭𝟮:𝟱𝟭
y/n? are you still sleeping?
eyooo?
                               𝟭𝟱:𝟮𝟲
y/n im scared. answer me.
hey answer. me. rn.
okay im gonna call joonas
damn so u really turned your
phone off:( how rude 🙄
no ok, im being rude
                         𝘁𝘂𝗲𝘀𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟴:𝟯𝟰
oh god y/n i miss u!!!
it's so boring at the studio
without you ughhh
                              𝟮𝟯:𝟰𝟴
good night darlin'
i. miss. you. ugh.
                          𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟰:𝟯𝟳
                               hey!!! i'm so so sorry:((
                              and don't be obsessed
                              w/ me tho🙄🙄🙄

damn you don't miss me:(
#fakefriend #heartbroken

                             shut up aleksi. you know
                              i missed you too<3

hmm i. want. proof.

                         you want a kiss or what🙄

i wouldn't mind that😀

                          fuck you omg dhwijew
nope you will

                          aleksi omg💀 see u later!!
bye;)
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Damn that boy is really something. Hot yeah fuck it I'm gonna say it. He's hot. I mean who doesn't find him attractive? I swear he can pull the whole world. I wanted to say I'm lucky, but then I realized we aren't dating. I feel like some fanpage for them right now. „Y/n do you wanna watch the new season of never have I ever?" Joonas said and I nodded. I and Joonas are really big fans of the show, so yeah.
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A/N: wowow do you see it too? I just posted a new part!!! i'm really shocked i finally finished it✨

okay good night or good morning!!!<333

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