Affection {a Monika x Yuri fanfiction}

Chapter 10: Sleepover

Friday 21:46

Monika POV

It was the end of the club meeting. Me and Yuri were walking home together. I look up in the sky admiring the beautiful sunset. "Mmm... The sunset is beautiful! Don't you think so too, Yuri?" I step closer to Yuri. Almost like I would be leaning over for a kiss. Yuri's face was all red and she looks away trying to hide her face with her hair. "Y-Y-Yeah! I-I k-know..." I step back a bit and look into Yuri's beautiful lavender eyes. "You're very beautiful too. You know that, Yuri?" Yuri flinches and shrieks. She steps away from me a little bit and looks away. her face was all red that she needed to fully turn around for me not to see how much she was blushing. Seems like compliments make her seem embarrassed. Wait no.... What the fuck is wrong with me?

I really do like Yuri and I want to know more about her but in the end I just mess up and make her feel very uncomfortable. Yuri then turns back around a little bit. She was able to show her face again but she wasn't able to make eye contact. She was still blushing but not as much as before. "S-Sorry about that, Yuri..." I scratch the back of my head. Yuri shakes her head. Ņ-No! I-It's fine...." Yuri straightens her back and finally made eye contact with me again. I show her a warm smile however she doesn't show one back in return. Damn it... I put her out of her comfort zone. Now she's probably not even comfortable being around me.

"Anyways... We should really get going home." Yuri nods and we continue making our way home. As we do so an idea struck in my head. My eyes widen a bit at the thought of it. We haven't really had a sleepover. i mean... As a club maybe a sleepover could help us understand each other. And maybe i could grow closer to Yuri! I walk closer to Yuri a bit and look at her with a warm smile attempting to calm her down. Yuri looks at me back. "You know, Yuri. We haven't had a sleepover before... Y'know! As a club before?"  Yuri stops her walk. She seemed to be interested in my idea. "Hm? A sleepover? I g-guess that wouldn't be bad." Yuri then mutters something to herself but I could hear it. "I've never b-been to one before..." I tilt my head a bit. "Hm? You haven't been to one?"

Yuri then looks away a bit. "A-As embarrassing as it may sound m-my parent's haven't really allowed me t-to go on a sleepover. Now then i'm 18 they probably won't care but...." Yuri stops continuing her sentence and stays silent for a bit. "B-But either way I've never been to one." I think it wouldn't be too much of a surprise if Yuri hasn't been to single sleepover. She just told me when she was under the age of 18 her parents wouldn't let her. And even if she's 18 now she probably wouldn't see it as something she'd be into. "Well. If you don't want to come than you don't have to." Yuri flinches and shows me an intense stare. "N-No! I will come..." I shake my head. "No! Theres really no need to pity me!" Yuri steps a bit closer to me. "No... I r-really wan't to come!" Yuri's both hands were on my shoulders. 

Her head was down. It seemed like she was desperate for me to know that she want's to come. I pat Yuri's head. As soon as I put my hand on her head she flinches. "It's okay, Yuri. You can come if you really want to." Yuri was finally able to face me with her beautiful dark lavender eyes. Yuri is so pretty to me... That sometimes I get carried away and space out. But now it's even weirder. I can't move! But my body is moving its self. I lean closer to Yuri and slowly lean my head closer to hers. I can feel the warmth of her lips from here even though a kiss hasn't even happened. Before i know it our lips touch a bit. But before we could even fully kiss Yuri pushes me away and turns around. "I-I-I will b-be going h-home t-this way!" Yuri immediately runs away leaving the only one near the street.

Shit! Did I make her upset? But the strange thing is that my body was moving on its own. I shrug my shoulders and shake my head. I continue walking home without Yuri. Okay... Maybe I should just go home and prepare a poem for Monday. Maybe that'll make me a bit more eased.