Affection {a Monika x Yuri fanfiction}

Chapter 12: The man

Yuri POV

It's been three weeks since me and Monika started dating. My cuts have haled and Monika bought me pills that helped me with my cutting addiction. Or in other words suppress the urge to cut myself. But so far we've had a normal life. However....

Recently whenever I read 'The portrait of Markov' I feel really weird and kinda sick. Like the longer I read it the worse I feel. Once it went so bad that I ended up puking and couching blood. However Monika didn't notice because that only happened when I went to the bathroom at school while Monika and the others were at the club. Though I don't plan on telling anyone what happened that day. Because I just don't want to make a huge deal out of it. And sometimes when I don't read the book my whole body starts itching to read it. And if I don't then my whole body will move on its own. I start feeling sick at the thought of it.

Suddenly everything goes black. I can't feel my body on the couch anymore. It's almost as if the couch had suddenly disappeared out of the blue. I stand up and rub my back since. I look around. Though the place I'm in is pure black I can still see a one single street light standing far away behind me.

The light coming from it was the only source of light I could see in this place. There was also a man standing under the light. He turned his head towards me. I begin to freak out. As he walks closer and closer towards me I can feel a shiver down my body. I try to run away but as soon as I do I slip and fall. The ground is... Slippery? I look down. Is this some kind of liquid? I look at my hands. They are covered in blood. I soon realise that I was completely naked. My body was covered with wounds and cuts in all sizes. 

I haven't been cutting myself recently. So why are there millions of cuts on my body? Monika even bought me pills to suppress the urge to cut myself. I try running but I keep slipping and falling due to the ground being so slippery. I soon realise that the mysterious liquid on the ground was blood. It's pretty obvious anyways. My entire life sometimes all I would see we're huge and deep rivers of blood. Soon enough I was able to stand on the ground with both of my feet. 

Though it was hard to balance I tried not to move too much. I hear the man's footsteps getting louder and louder each second. I open my eyes. My vision was kind of blurry. I rubbed my eyes a bit. My vision got clearer but I wasn't too happy about what I saw in front of me. In front of me was the man.His eyes were pure red along with a third eye on his forehead. "We meet again, Libitina." He crosses his arms. His emotionless expression doesn't seem to change. "I already told you... I'm not Libitina anymore! Now leave me alone." 

The man then kicks my leg. I fall to the ground loosing my balance. He looks at me with a death stare. " I don't care who you are now or what you want me to do. All I wan't to tell you is to not be with that Monika girl anymore." I feel a sharp pain in my heart as soon as he said that. My eyes widen. "What the... What the fuck do you mean?!" I shout as the words I said echo through the black void I was located in. 

The man sighs and steps on my chest causing some blood to spill out of me due to the pressure. I gasp. The man then grabs me by my hair and lifts me up. "Ow! Stop it! That hurts..." However the man didn't listen and just pulled my face closer to his. "I don't give a single shit about the pain you feel. I just wan't you to understand why you shouldn't date that son of a bitch Monika."

"What the actual fuck? What's wrong with me dating her?" The man then drops me back on the ground and exhales. "Listen up, dumbass. That girl is a human. You're a monster. And not to mention a very dangerous one! If she we're to caught you're demon form then that would be considered as a sin. And you would be immediately executed by satan him self." I rub my head and lean closer towards him. "What's wrong with a demon dating a human?" 

"If a human would find out that you're demon then you would end up in big trouble." It's true. Though I may be a demon with a third eye I still love Monika even if she would hate me. "So... Open your third eye! If you want to be with Monika so much than why don't you show her what you really are!" I stand up trying to keep my balance normal. "I... I can't! That would effect our relationship if I showed her my... True self.." The man slaps me. He didn't show off any rage while doing so. His calm and emotionless expression always stayed the same. 

" I don't give a fuck about your relationship with that bitch Monika! But if you don't want to get executed by satan then I recommend you break up with her. A human and demon aren't allowed to be together. And if you don't break up soon enough... Then I'll just need to tell our king satan what you have been doing. And then you'll get in very big trouble." Tears start rolling down my eyes. I grab one of my thighs and look up. "FUCK YOU! I'LL NEVER BREAK UP WITH MONIKA! I'LL LOVE HER TILL THE DAY WE BOTH DIE!" The man kicks me. "Shut up, bitch. You're a demon. You should know better."

"break."

"up."

"With."

"That."

"Bitch!"

I suddenly wake up gasping for air. I look around. I was relieved to notice that this is the same living room I was in a couple minutes ago. I suddenly feel something on my arm. I can see that my sleeve was stained with something red. I pull up my sleeve. It was a giant and widely opened cut on my arm. It was bleeding non stop. Just looking at it made me want to throw up. I look at my desk. There was a piece of paper lying next to my book. I take the letter and read it. The letter was stained with blood however the blood was already dry. I begin to read what was written on the paper.

"Dear, Libitina

You may have noticed the cut on your hand. Well basically you will be waking up with a scar like this every time you wake up. However scars will stop appearing on you're hand once you break up with Monika. So in other words the giant cuts will be more of a punishment for not breaking up with her earlier."

Reading this made my anger limit go way up. High enough that I ripped the paper in millions of little pieces. 

I just want to be with Monika....

Is that too much to ask?

next chapter: Chapter 13: The principals choice.

A/N

Sorry about the late uploads. I still need to prepare before school starts. Meaning I need to buy new pencil cases and notebooks and stuff like that. I've recently had a lot of stuff to do so I'll take some breaks. However I'll write new chapters in my spare time! It's not like I need to work ALWAYS lol