Affection {a Monika x Yuri fanfiction}

Chapter 11: Confession

Yuri POV

I open my eyes to see Monika sleeping next to me. It appears that she was hugging me too. Her skin is so soft! I shake my head and stretch my arms. I push Monika aside. I look around the room. I spot MC who was eating some of the leftover snacks near Sayori while she was still sleeping. "Oh hey, Yuri! Looks like Monika and Sayori are still asleep." MC isn't lying about Sayori being a heavy sleeper. I look at the ground. "W-Where are the snacks that we're on the ground?" MC looks at the ground as well. "Um... I guess I pretty much put them on Monika's desk and ate some of them. Can't just leave a persons room littered with junk on the floor." MC giggles a bit. 

I sigh. "We slept in our normal clothes. Didn't we?" MC nods. "Seems like it." I stretch my arms once again. I hear the sound of a girl groaning. Could Monika already be awake? I look behind me. It was Monika. She was sitting on the bed rubbing one of her eyes. She notices me sitting on the bed and she notices MC standing near the desk. "Oh.... You guys are awake..." Monika said in a weak tone. "If you're tired you don't need to wake up this early y'a know. It's still Sunday." MC crossed his arms. Monika sighs and gets out of bed. "No.. It's fine. It really is." Monika looks at Sayori who was still sleeping on the ground like a baby. 

"Should we wake her up?" Monika mumbled to herself however I could hear it. "N-No... It'd be best i-if we let her sleep a little longer." Monika looks at me and smiles. "You're right, Yuri... Anyways I should really change my clothes." Monika goes near her closet and opens it. She grabs some clothes and rushes off downstairs. She's probably gonna change in the bathroom. We wait silently until she comes back.

a few minutes later

Monika enters the room with clothing I haven't seen her wear that often. She was wearing a blue shirt that had '80 piano keys. However none of them can unlock the way to your heart' written on it. She also had shorts on. Over all her outfit was simple. However I was just wearing my light brown sweater with black leggings like always. Monika looked at me with a smile. "So... Let's go somewhere? We can take Sayori home!" We all agree.

Later then we all took Sayori home to rest. We later then all went back home. 

At yuri's house

I grab my phone and hop in my bed. I open the app 'WhatsApp' and go through my contacts list until I found Monika. I mutter to myself. "c... C-Can I.... R-Really do t-this?" I start typing what I wanted to say to her. I soon then send her the messege.

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Meet me at my house 12:00 PM 

I'll have something I want to tell you.

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After that I immediately put my phone away as far from my bed as possible. Will I... Will I really be able to ask Monika out and confess my feeling so her? I sigh. I close my eyes but before I could even squint them my phone silently vibrates. I get out of bed and go to check the notification. Monika sent me a text agreeing that she will meet me. I sigh and simply just drop my phone back on the desk. I should really take a shower. I didn't yesterday. 

I exit my room and start walking towards the bathroom. As i open the bathroom door my eyes immediately meet the sharp and shiny razor that was lying near the sink. I swallow remembering how whenever I went to the bathroom I would take the razor and make a long cut. I shake my head and slap myself to make me snap out of it. "No, Yuri... Your not going to do it..." I take off all of my clothes and drop them on the floor. I step inside the shower and let the water rain on me. I sigh and look in the mirror that was close to the shower. "Come on, Yuri... You can do this... You can ask out Monika!" After saying that I suddenly feel a huge pain in my heart. I grab into one of my breasts as if that would make the pain go away.