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Confused feelings, please go away.

Hange's P.O.V.

"Hange, it is difficult for your friend to experience it. But tell this to her: everything is happening for a reason. There is a reason why she met that person, and there is also a reason why she ended up feeling the longingness while being apart to that person." Erwin added.

The reason for meeting them, especially him, was to help me clear my father's name. This is the main reason why I have to meet him.

But what's even more confusing is why I ended up feeling something else towards him. Not just from his physical looks and attitude, there is something else. As if I've encountered him before.

"Hange, you might have work tomorrow. I'm about to review your father's case right now. Just remember, if you have any confusions or doubts lately, feel free to reach me out. You're more than a client to me, you're a friend." Erwin said as I heard the other line off.

If you have any confusions or doubts lately, feel free to reach me out. 

Damn, how can I say to him my current state? Should it be:

a) Erwin, as you can see I have these mixed feelings for someone, as if I knew that person for a long time. I didn't expect to have mixed feelings for him since we are two worlds apart: he is someone who is handling an important task for me, while I am just a person who insisted his help.

or

b) Erwin, to be honest I don't know what to do. Your friend is really all I could think about. His face, his voice, everything. He seems to have a connection with me but I'm afraid that he might think I'm delusional. And oh, I also feel comfortable with you as well. Did you guys put a spell on my food before that's why I ended up having mixed thoughts and feelings?

Hange, scrap those two. It's too early to approach Erwin. Remember your father, disregard your feelings for now. You need to prove that there's some foul play behind the fall of your family. He's someone who could help you, while you- you're just someone who works for the new discoveries for the society in the field of medicine, nothing else.

And who knows, he's not thinking of you at all. Like who does that while meeting someone for a short period of time?

Preparing myself to have a bath, I started to go towards the bathroom. I  hope this could help me forget my problems for awhile and even him.

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