Not an Update (Please Read)

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Ok guys, umm...If you read one of my other three books you know what's going on, might as well tell you guys, right?

Ok so...Why haven't I been updating in forever? I have been trying to keep myself busy, whenever I write it makes me feel better...But saddens me at the same time...

Let me get to the point, I have been depressed...For three years...Since grade five....I tried commiting suicide one time a couple months ago...

I was alone in my house, rushed to the bathroom and shoved a bottles worth of pills into my mouth. Realizing what I was doing a couple moments after I spit them all out

and forced the rest of whatever I swallowed out of me, that was my one attempt and I'm petrified I will do it again...

I cut, once....It felt good, but I was ashamed of myself for it...It wasn't even intentionally....Sorry guys if I let you down with that...

Why my stories are so sad? I write the way I am feeling, you guys can tell at times with these I feel like I needed to be loved at some parts, I feel alone,,

Sorry if my books take a dark turn often, it's not because every book needs a bad part, it's just that I am simply depressed...Pour my emotions into people of the Pack I think I can

relate to, please no hate for this. This was not for attention, I just felt the need to tell you guys what I am going through..

Please understand,

Sincerely, Darcy May

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