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Jungkook

"She, your ex-girlfriend came to talk to me personally and beg me to let go of you, or else she will use her contacts to release negative news of me and the group. I was indeed planning to do so if you did not show up today." she honestly told me.

"She told me that she will release that news that might affect my group and your group. I was afraid that she might just do that, you guys are becoming popular. I can't just ruin your popularity because of me...

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And our group is also being slowly recognized by the general public. Our value can't go down at this rate, I and the members are working hard since our debut. We can't let our efforts be gone by just a single scandal." she added.

"Continue..." I demanded to her as she lowered her head before she continued talking. "I was afraid that I might affect the whole group because she said that she had a connection in the media and media play is easy for her. I told her to run after you and stop bothering me if that's the case.

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I don't want my members to be burdened just because of me so I was ready to face the consequences alone. But you came to explain to me today, and I told myself that it would be unfair for you if I didn't give you a chance to explain." she added that made my heartache for her.

"I am worried about what may happen in the future, I am torn in between the thoughts of my friends and you. But I can't bear to sacrifice one of the two. Twice and you are both important to me. I can't choose one and let go of one. My groupmates and you are both dear to me." she added.

"What did she do after that?" I asked her because I need to know. "None so far, I run after she said the words that I had to break up with you in exchange she will not expose the news that might upset our company and my groupmates." Sana responded in a low voice.

After saying those words a tear fell from her eyes that made my heart ache more for her. I raised my thumb to wipe away the tears from her eyes and comforting her also at the same time.

"Don't cry please, it hurts me more just seeing you cry because of me and I can't bear the pain. Please stop crying..." I told her as I wrap my arms around her and place her head on my chest so that she could lean on me.

I hate to see tears on those beautiful eyes, Sana's eyes is always been the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. Her natural eye color that is light brown had always been the most expressive eye for me. Seeing that eyes shed tears makes it hard for me to stare at it as it pains me.

"You don't have to be afraid, after all, we don't have a dating ban... And about JYPE, I'm sure they can pay off the media to keep mum in case the news of us went out. We can seal off news while it is still not out..." I told her as I lifted her chin to look at me.

"My family and uncle Chou will be willing to help us, you don't need to be afraid of her. You have me with you, don't worry I will settle things regarding her. Trust me..." I told her as I lowered my head to seal the promise with a kiss until...

"It was nice of you guys to be lovey-dovey, sweet and all but please not in my innocent room." we heard a voice coming from the door only to see Tzuyu with her hands crossed on her chest standing in the doorway while leaning in the door frame.

"Just when the moment is romantic and here you are suddenly disturbing us." I responded to her but she just ignored me. This girl is really tough to get along with, she always ignores me especially when her mood is not right.

"Oh please, if you want to kiss do it in your room and not in here. I need some personal space... She can stay in your room no one will found out, I won't tell anyway." she demanded while pointing to the door.

She seems like she is not in the mood, I wonder what made this girl upset this time that she interrupted my time with my girlfriend. Just when the moment was romantic and all and here she is ruining it.

"Geez, what's with you young lady? You've been moody since this morning..." I asked her as she just ignored me and throw herself into her bed. "You should go ahead and I will try to talk her alone." Sana told me as she tried t push me out of the room.

"You better talk to that girl to fix her attitude problem, it's getting out of hand." I told her before sneaking a kiss on her cheek. I eventually received a smack on the arm from her before she pushed me out of the room completely.

"Yeah don't worry I will talk to her. You guys will never understand her better than I do anyway. She might just be experiencing the monthly thing of a girl. You know girls topic, so I have to push you out for a while."

Sana said as she went inside the room where she and Tzuyu are staying. I just stood there for a while watching her close the door behind her. True enough, it is really hard to talk to Tzuyu maybe they needed time alone.

I got a lot of hardships just to talk to her and let her open up to me but she is just too silent but mischievous at the same time. I had to let her play a few pranks on me so that she could be herself around me.

I hope that Sana will be able to talk to her and ask her what's been with her lately. I mean, I am concerned as she had been very secretive all this time. And it makes me worry about her well-being.

I grow up with the thought of taking care of her while she is here in Korea but I can't really do that when she doesn't want me to know of her burdens. I sighed deeply as I walked towards my own room.

"Oh, Kook where is Sana? I have sorted out the albums that I want to be signed as well as posters..." my older brother said as we meet along the hallway. "In the room with Tzuyu, they got things to talk about. It would be best if you don't bother them just yet." I responded to him.

"What a bummer, anyway we could go for a drink or play game console while waiting for dinner. Me and Tzuyu's brother decided to go play games and go for a drink later after dinner. Would you join us?" he asked.

"No thanks, I have to work on something. I will join you guys when I am done with all my work." I responded before going to my room. I hope that Sana will be able to talk to Tzuyu about what's that girl going through right now.

For now, I have to work on something that I have been wanting to do for a while now. That is to write a song that is dedicated to Sana. I want to write lyrics dedicated to her and I might just have enough inspiration to do so.