Paper Hearts | Begin

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Jungkook

Relationships were said to be happy and bliss on the beginning and yes it indeed is. Everything is fine when you and your love one goes out on a date, late night hangouts and vacation escapade.

I myself could prove this but they were wrong when they said that it won't last long. It has been three months since I started dating my love. And the amount of affection never fade in that three months.

In fact it still continue to grow as the days gone by. I thought that everything was smooth sailing until that one very day. The day where I, myself would question my own self about how sure I was about my real feelings.

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"Jungkook, why the long face?" Jin hyung teased me with his corny dad joke once again that I just responded with a glare. "Well its simply because he didn't expect to see a prerecorded video of his love. He expect to see her personally after receiving the line up." Jhope hyung responded.

Well that was partly true, I had expected to Twice and her personally after receiving the final line of the end year performance. But I did not expect that their performance was prerecorded.

They had performed their part of the performance long before everyone did. While the others sing live on stage with the audience. Their performance would be seen in the live broadcast instead.

I heard that they are currently in Japan and set to perform in a year end music festival in there instead. Imagine his shock when he learned of this on spot as apparently his girlfriend forgot to tell him their schedule.

He understood that they were really busy especially at this time of the year but he was really looking forward on celebrating his girlfriend's birthday with her at least. But his expectation was crushed with the conflict of schedules.

"Hey, don't worry they will be back by tomorrow." Tae hyung assured me but I kept the frown face. "How did you know anyway, are you their new manager?" I asked him as he just simply shrugged his shoulders and went back to his phone.

"This alien, tsk..." I murmured and continued to sulk in the corner of our waiting room. It would be too late to give my gift tomorrow as it is not her birthday anymore. Tomorrow would be the birthday of my alien hyung.

The sense of giving a birthday gift would not be as the same when given on the date of her birthday. But I have no choice but to wait until tomorrow then. This is really making me feel frustrated in any angle.

I worked hard to think and get a way to obtain the gift that I wanted to give only to be pushed to give in the next day. I really looked forward to how will she react upon seeing my gift but it was will be moved to next day if there is no conflict in the schedules anymore.

"Guk, we came across someone in the hallway on the way back. She said that she came to see you but she won't tell us who she was. She is wearing a black hoodie and mask too. She is still with Yoongi outside, I came to see you first to inform you." Namjoon hyung told me as soon as he closed the door behind him.

"Who might that be?" I get up to go hear Namjoon hyung to ask as he just shrugged his shoulders. "She said that she wants to talk to you. We will be in the next room with the staffs while you two talk here. Just shout if she is a crazy saseang." he joked but no one laughed.

"You three come with me, this young guy needs his privacy." Namjoon hyung added as he dragged out Jin, Jhope, Jimin and Tae hyung out of the room and closed the door behind him. I was left in daze and curious on who wants to talk to me at this hour.

Apparently, it is still time left and we are bound to perform later. So, we are still practically free and can entertain guests for a while. I just sighed deeply before turning back to my corner when the door behind me opened and immediately closed.

Indicating that someone got in and immediately closed the door. I turned back again to check who it was but I was suddenly caught by surprise when that person suddenly hug me and buried her face on my chest while hugging me tight.

"I missed you so much... I have been waiting for you to grow up so we could be together once more. Three years was already enough time for the both of us to grow..." she said. And those words struck me to the point of being frozen.

Three years ago, I was in a puppy love with a girl two years older than me. I was seventeen in Korean age that time, we just newly debuted. She was one of our staffs that time, she took care of me specifically. So I had a crush on her.

When she learned of this, she confessed to me that she feels the same way too. And we dated, not until 2014 when there was one of our behind the scene videos in Bangtan Bomb where we were caught in camera while she was sitting on my lap affectionately.

This was not actually the first time that we are caught on camera but our fans and the management didn't mind it first. But we were getting more intimate as time goes by like a hormonal teenager and can't help our selves. That made other slowly notice.

I was young that time and often times I was not rational, I acted so clingy in front of her. I always like to hold hands or I will place my hand in her shoulders and even let her sit on my lap freely so it was easy to tell that we had something going on between us.

I was warned a lot of times but I was still in my rebellious and stubborn age. So I often ignore the warnings, I was not shy to girls that time especially to her but I changed this habit when the years past.

When Big Hit got a hold of this information, she quit from her job as our staff, then she told me that we have to stop right there and she left the country. I don't know what exactly my label told her that made her leave.

I was sad during that time, for I know that my feelings that time was genuine and true. I moved on with my life and found another love but why would my heart stir like this? I was certain that I had moved on and found a greater love. Why was I stunned with the words I miss you so much?