Unfashionably Geeky

Chapter 7

UNFASHIONABLY GEEKY

Ok, right now I was in a bit of a predicament. I really really really like Lance he has been my crush since I met him. But on the other hand I have this hot dude who is currently building up the sexual tension.

He carefully placed his hand on my cheek as if I was some fragile thing that could break if he holds me to hard.

My breath came out ragged as I was feeling torn as to what to do. His finger danced along my lips and eventually he leaned in.

Just before our lips were about to connect I made my decision.

I pulled away, and his hand fell down to my waist. "We are taking it to quick Hansel, but it has been really nice hanging with you today, I hope we can do it again sometime." With that I kissed his check and walked towards my door.

When I turned to shut the door I caught a glance at Hansel. He looked a little bit confused but I saw a glint of hope in his eyes, it made me smile a little.

But sadly this doesn't change the fact that Lance is the only thing on my mind.

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"Jade what do I do know? I have one guy who is looking for my heart, at least I think that is what I think he is doing. And then there's Lance." I sighed. "What do I do??"

I flopped onto to my bed in frustration. "Okay girl. I am gonna give it to you straight. You can't have both otherwise you will end up like me so you have to choose."

"But.. b-but" I stuttered

"No, listen to me. You don't want to be known as the school slut and also you do not want to end up with me hanging out with the popular people. It's not as fun as it's cracked up to be."

"Alright alright. Fine but wh-" I stopped talking for a moment because I could here the doorbell coming from downstairs.

"Hey, you okay?" She asked confused

"Yeah, I gotta go I hear the doorbell. Cya."

"Alright, cya babe." She said before hanging up.

I skipped down the stairs peering out the window to see who was there.

I opened the door suprised to see Lance standing there. He spun around when he heard the door open.

I swear everything went slow motion when he turned around. It was like an old movie. His tousled hair was blowing in the wind.

I literally could hear the sexy music, but that may have just been my imagination. I then noticed the phone in Lance's hand, he was playing the goddamn music!

"What the heck Lance?" I asked confused. "Why are you hear and why are you playing music on your phone?"

"I wanted a good entrance, even though I wouldn't need it with these looks but I thought it would be a good addition." He said smirking. His ego was definitely not fading.

"Uggh" I scoffed punching his shoulder playfully. "Come in you dork." I strectched my arm out gesturing for him to come inside.

"Sooo.... What brings to my humble abode?" I said swinging my feet back and forth while sitting on my bed.

"What's up with the fancy language?"

"What's up with your fancy entrantce?" I challanged with a raised eyebrow.

"Just wanted to come hang out."

"Oh, ok cool." Trying to sound casual. "So what did you want to do?"

"Well actually I have a question for you." He said watching me carefully

"Ok.... Ask away." I said intrigued

"Well remember last time I was here you told me that you weren't a virgin and then you said that I didn't know the half of it... What did you mean by that?" As soon as he finished his sentence I felt my heart speed up.

"Umm... Well I reckon it would be easier to start from the beggining." He nodded urging me to continue

"Okay. Remember when you met me and I was 14 and I was a typical teen girl into fashion and celebrities and never would go near a game... Well that is who I probably still would've been today if it wasn't for my dad and James death." I gulped trying to contain tears, it is still something that is hard to talk about.

"When my dad and brother died I kinda felt like it was my fault. So I let myself go. I let go of any self respect I had. I partied hard, skipped school wore sleazy clothes that exposed everything. That was who I was for a good 6 months." I stopped momentarily to look at Lance, he looked at me with a sad expression plastered on his face, when he saw me looking he gave me a friendly smile

"And one night I went to a party and got extremely drunk and obviously I met a guy there and I didn't know what I was doing."

*flashback*

"Hey baby, I like the way you talk to me" I said slurring with a flirty smile.

"Oh really" he pushed me back against the wall growling "I think you would like me so much more of I did this." He said in a low voice.

His kisses began at my neck slowly sucking down to my breast the popped up through the dress. I gripped the back of his head forcing him closer.

We both bursted into a nearby room and then the rest when fuzzy

"And the worst thing is I don't even know his name or what he looked like." I looked up again biting my quavering lip. Lance came over to me and sat closer

"You don't have to continue you know." His voice soothing the pain only very slightly. I shook my head, I wanted to finish the story I wanted at least someone to know the whole thing.

"The next morning I woke up and there was some blood on the pillows and pain in between my legs. I cried until I got home and vowed that I would clean up my act and stop getting drunk, and became this version of me, Kerina the geek girl who doesn't know anything about fashion anymore. I left my old school and came to join your school, that was why I came to your school, I realise that you only knew some parts of the reasons but this is the full one. It wasn't a very far move though about 30 minutes from my old school." I sniffled a couple of times and looked down at my hands that were in a knot.

I felt to strong arms wrap around my small frame. Lance was hugging me. I returned the gesture and hugged him back.

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Hey guys! Thank you all for 100 reads already! I was so excited to wake up and see it I just had to get another chapter out really quickly. Sorry of this is a bad chapter it isn't edited and I don't think its very long but at least now you know the mystery behind Kerina!

But again thank you for 100 reads!