Unfashionably Geeky

Chapter 11

UNFASHIONABLY GEEKY

"Your rape." I felt my body go rigid and all the blood drain from my cheeks.

Too embarrassed to face him I turned around so that I was facing my wall.

"What?" I managed to squeak out.

"You heard me." He firmly stated. I guess he has his heart set on that.

I shook my head, which hopefully told him that I don't want to talk about it.

"At least tell me if you have even tried to find out who did it" he pleaded. I didn't answer instead I kept staring at the wall.

"Well what about if you have told the police about it?" Still I refused to answer.

"Who knows about? We're you ever going to tell me, if I hadn't of asked about it?" I could tell he was loosing his patience as he wasn't just talking anymore he was practically yelling at me. But I still didn't answer.

After a few moments of silence I turned around hoping he has left. Instead he was walking towards me.

He took hold of my wrists in one swift movement and I was stuck being forced to face him.

"I don't know how to help you!" He continued to get louder, but I wasn't really scared by him because I have seen him like this many times before.

I heard him let out a long sigh, he let go of my wrists and run his hand through his hair. He probaby has finally realised that I wasn't going to tell him anything, I am just as stubborn as he is, and he knows that.

"It's just.... I care about you and knowing that someone has hurt you makes me hurt. I promised I would protect you, when we first became friends and now I have broken that promise. And you know what one of the worst things about it all is that I was at the same party with you. I remember seeing you there in that tight little red dress that barely covered you I remember thinking that you looked really hot. I remember seeing you disappear upstairs to where all the rooms are. I remember going up there as well with a random girl. I could hear another couple having sex in the room next to me, it could've been you.... If I had maybe gone up there earlier I would've been able to stop it..." When he told me this he sounded genuinely sad and concerned.

Hearing him say those things made my heart melt, and I decided that maybe he did deserve some answers.

I sighed nervously before I began answering his questions. "Sort of, no, 2 people and yes."

I watched as he looked up at me again confused. "What?"

I sighed in annoyance of having to explain it ."I tried to find out who did it, but never found out. No, I didn't tell the police because then my mum would find out. 2 people know, Jade and Natalie, and yes I would've told you but only at the right time because I had a feeling this might happen." I never broke eye contact as I said this to him, I wanted to see his reaction. He seemed happier that I have told him what he wanted to know.

He opened his mouth to say something but then immediatly shut it again because we both heard someone opening the door.

I turned around to see my mom standing in the doorway with her arms folded in front of her.

"Kerina you were meant to say 3 people knew about it. Jade, Natalie and me." She stared at me with her beautiful green eyes.

"Mom, I.." She held her hand up to stop me from talking.

"Shh, just listen for a moment. I didn't just find out. I knew from the moment you came home the next morning that you were no longer the same girl you were when you left that night." She raised her eyebrow at me. She always did this when she felt like she was really smart

"How??" I questioned her.

"Honey, I could see it. Anyone would have noticed the hickeys and bruises all over you and your hair was a mess." She sounded so cold as she spoke to me. She stared at me and I stared back at her.

I almost forgot that Lance was here until he spoke. "Umm.... Bruises?" He said.

I went to answer but my mom bet me to it. "Oh come on honey, I definitely know that you aren't the pure little boy you were as well.. Do I really have to spell it out for you?" She said in her motherly tone.

I quietly laughed when I watched his cheeks turn a light shade of pink.

I directed my attention back to my mother, she looked slightly amused at his reaction. "Soo.. you aren't mad?" I asked carefully, I felt as if I was walking on egg shells.

"I was... But only because you didn't come and talk to me about it. And if I was mad I would be a hipocrite.... I had you when I was 17" I nodded thankfully

She left the room moments later leaving Lance and I.

"She does have a point... When did you loose your virginity? It's only fair if you answer."

"Uhmm.. 14" he said

I chocked on my saliva. "14!? Who, where, why?"

"Well... Don't be mad, Chloe and it was at her house. And why because we were drunk."

"What?" I say letting out a threating growl, which shocked both me and Lance. "Chloe." I said through clenched teeth.

Chloe was my best friend at my old school but only when I was the slutty party girl, she was even worse than I was. She took me to parties and we would always get drunk.

I had a boyfriend for a little while back at my old school and he accepted the fact that I was a party animal and he was also the reason I hadn't lost my virginity a lot sooner at those parties.

But what I didn't realise was that Chloe was sleeping with him behind my back. Also she spiked my drinks all the time so that I wouldn't leave the parties early. Chloe and I were also into drugs and she told my boyfriend, which is also the reason why he slept with Chloe, she said to him that I was an addict and she was trying to help me.

All in all she is a terrible person and manipulates everyone around her.

"Yeah..." He said confused as to why I was mad about her

I tried to handle my anger before I spoke to him again.

"I know you guys were best friends, but I didn't know you were best friends at the time." As he said that my anger boiled over.

"Best friends!? I am going to define what best friends are to her. Someome whose drinks she can spike, someone whose boyfriend they can sleep with and lie to about drugs and how her 'best friend' is addicted. And dumps them when her 'best friend' decides that they want to clean up their act. Yeah sure, best friends" I hissed.

"Oh." He said sounding ashamed.

I sighed realising that it wasn't his fault. "Sorry, I didn't mean too get mad at you." I said regretting everything I said before.

"She told me that she was a virgin as well... Is that true?"

"No. She lost it at 13" I said bluntly.

"Well.... I reckon that the atmosphere in this room is too.. depressing. Do you want to go play some games?" He suggested

"Omg yes please!" I sighed in relief.

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Yay new chapter!!

The new character, Chloe, is Taylor Momsen.

Sorry if there are any mistakes in this chapter, I wrote this one on my phone because I couldn't get to my computer.
Will edit later.

That photo is Kerina's face when she is talking to Lance.