Unfashionably Geeky

Chapter 25

UNFASHIONABLY GEEKY

Walking into school today was like no other day, I felt empowered or in control, or just simply badass.

When I overheard Lance and Hansel the other night, speaking about how they planned to get Hansel to ask me out.

It made me realise I was weaker than I thought, people need to learn that if they want to mess with me, they have to suffer the consequences.

As I walked in, I could feel everyone's gaze on me, some people probably didn't even recognize me, but others did.

My clothing was edgy and probably a little bit intimidating, same with my makeup which is what I was going for.

When my eyes locked with Hansel and Lances they tried to wave. I could feel a smirk playing on my lips.

I pretended to raise my hand to make them think I was waving, but instead I put the finger up and mouthed "fuck you." And with that I turned and walked away not giving them a second glance.

I saw Chloe leaning against the school lockers, watching me. Her evil smirked resting comfortably on her lips, and as I walked past her she fell in step with me, and I didn't even stop her.

I could hear wolf whistles from guys as I walked passed, probably thinking I was a new student.

I saw Hansel appear in front of me, and judging by Chloes facial expression she knew what happened between me and him.

"I'm going to leave you with him, but later im hanging with a few people. I hope to see you there." I could see the evil in her eyes, she wanted me back.

"Kerina!" My attention snapped back to Hansel, who was currently running towards me.

"What the fuck do you want?" That sparked a few peoples attention and shortly after a little crowd had formed between Hansel and I.

"I want to say I'm sorry." He said, he looked slightly embarrassed, good because once I'm done with him he will be mortified.

"Ummm, let me think what for?" I questioned forcing him to repeat what he did.

"Everything!" I shouldve treated you like you deserved." He seemed so genuine, and I think if I wasn't so angry at him I might've forgiven him, but he had given me so many reasons to be mad.

"Soo, what? You think that sorry is going to somehow fix it all? You fucked up Hansel." I could feel the tension thickening, and the crowd becoming roudy. "In fact! I don't need you in my life anymore. And you deserve to feel the way I do!" He looked shattered, but frankly I didn't care.

I turned around fully aware of the 3 guys that where standing behind me, I seized the moment and grabbed the middle ones top, pulling him down towards my lips.

The crowd started whistling. As this random guy and I settled into the kiss. His tongue instantly slipped into my mouth. And I could still feel adrenaline pumping through my body.

His lips felt, and tasted familiar. I couldn't put my finger on it. Something about this guy that I'm kissing seems so familar and he seemed extremely comfortable with me kissing him

30 or so seconds later I pulled away, And as I looked up I cringed suddenly realising who I had just kissed.

Dylan.

"Fuck!" I turned around quickly to see Hansel, he looked so betrayed and jealous, but as I looked further past him I saw Lance.

His face was unreadable. I don't know if he was ashamed, sad, angry or jealous. Or it could be a mix of all.

But it didn't make a difference because I had already kissed Dylan and I can't pretend it didn't happen because of the large crowd of students who were whistling and Dylan's mate's patting him on the shoulder.

"I... I have to go." I pushed through the crowd of people and escaped the school grounds, completely ignoring my car and just walked.

What happened to me? Who had I become? I wondered, while I continued to walk in a random direction not even caring if I get lost.

I am supposed to be this geeky innocent girl, who could do no harm and stays at home and plays video games all day.

But who I'm I to deny the fact that deep down I had changed when my dad and brother died. I become a careless bitch whose social status become more important than my well-being, and others.

But I had one burning question that I have wanted to know the answer to for ages. Who raped me? And why?

I remember Lance had said to Hansel that he was trying to figure out who did that to me. I need to know what he knows, I have to call him.

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Yeah ummm.... Not my best chapter and I want you to know that it sounds like I'm wrapping the story up but I'm not!

Anyways next chapter will be out shortly.