Unfashionably Geeky

Chapter 24

UNFASHIONABLY GEEKY

Not only have I potentially lost my boyfriend, I have dissapointed my mom and most likely my friends and not to mention my dad and brother who are watching over me.

I grabbed a tissue and blew my nose one last time. Crying is a sign of weakness, and I'm a not weak! Not anymore.

I got out of bed and walked into my bathroom and stared at my reflection for a few minutes.

I had black raccoon eyes from lack of sleep and smudged mascara. I grabbed a wet wipe and used it to clean what was left on my face.

I cant believe this happened over one silly mistake, calling Lance. I should not have kissed him... Or he shouldn't have kissed me, I don't even know who leaned in!

I slammed my hand down on the stone bench in frustration, my almost normal relationship can't end on these terms, I need to fix this.

I took my phone out and called Natalie while getting ready to go to Hansels.

She answered almost immediately. "Kerina!" She exclaimed into the phone.

"Natalie, you are the best person to come to for advice when it comes to boys, even though you and James relationship is on the rocks you are still a better option than Jade."

"Actually James and I are meeting up tonight I'm hoping that I can tell him about the baby...... And that he will take me back." She sounded extremely nervous and also excited when she said his name. It made me so jealous that she can sound so happy whenever she hears someones name.

"Really! I'm so happy for you I hope it all works out." I tried to sound geniune but her life is working out because I know James will be happy to here about the baby, meanwhile my life has crashed and burn.

"Anyways enough chat about me, we still haven't spoken about your dissapearance and also what did you need advice about relationships?" I told her everything that happened from kissing Lance until the moment Hansel left my room angrily.

"Kerina, you really need to stop making your life so fucking complicated!" She shouted into the phone.

"You don't need to remind me I know I fucked up so bad, but how do I fix it!" I urged

"I really cant help you that much besides telling you to go over to his house and get your shit together."

"Ok good, because I'm about to get out of the car, I'm out the front of his house."

"Well the was quick. Good luck love you babe." I ended the call and took a deep long breath before walking about to his door.

I was just about to knock on the door until I stopped and looked to my right, there in the driveway I saw Lances car. I could hear shouted coming from inside the house, and it was too male voices I could recognise, Lance and Hansel.

Hansels P.O.V

I cursed under my breath when I heard an annoyingly loud knock on my door. I got up from the couch and answered the door in a grumpy mood.

What Kerina said really did a number on me, Lance did not warn me about her past he sent me in completely blind.

This also explain why the other night she was so good at kissing me and teasing, she had quite obviously done it many times before.

"What the fuck do you want and what happened to you?" I said when I answered the door to Lance, he had a bruise on his cheek, lip stick stains on his neck and a cut lip.

"You are in an extremely pissy mood." Lance said pushing past me into my house, as he walked past I caught a whiff of a sickly sweet perfume oozing off him.

"And why do you smell like a rotting candy store? Or a girls sleazy perfume" I followed him back into my small living room and sat in the armchair opposite his.

"Doesnt matter about that!" He snapped at me.

"Its not important anyways, but did you know about Kerinas past?" I asked cutting the crap.

"Yeah only after I told you to date her!" He shouted back at me.

"Well maybe a fucking warning wouldve helped!" I snapped back, I stopped in the living room standing in an angry stance, and he joined me.

"How the fuck did you find out anyways? She told me that she wanted to tell you but she was scared about what you would think about her." As soon as he told me that I realized I had really fucked up, obviously I reacted the complete wrong way.

"Oh crap, I fucked up!" I should've reacted so differently to how I did, it was a lot to process but I should've comforted her and not ran away.

"What did you do to her! And also she told me that you kissed her and almost went to far! That was not part of the fucking deal, Hansel! You were just meant to date her and keep her occupied while I found out who raped her!"

"THE FUCK?" Lances and I turned around confused, that did not come from either of us, quickly I looked at the window to catch a glimpse of Kerina getting into her car and drive away

"Shit!" Lances exclamied, "do you think she heard that?"

"What do you think. Considering she acted the way she did I'm going to have to go with yes." I yelled back.

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Yeah, yeah. That was a shit chapter, I know!! Oh well hopefully next chapter will be better.

And yes, yet again I'm thinking of changing the person who plays Kerina too Kristin Kreuk