Spiderman fieldtrips

hydra spider (fieldtrip, winterspider)

Requested by mama_spider1984

Winterspider (ship)
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Peter's POV

My name is Peter Benjamin Parker. For a while I was known as the winter spider but now I'm a sophomore in high school

I was alive during the 2nd world war, of course it wasn't called that then but that's what people call it nowadays

I don't remember much from back then because when I was 16 I was taken by hydra and they erased my mind or they tried to. There was always something that I tried to remember but at this point I don't know what it was

I think I had friends back in the 40s but I'm not so sure. I have memories of a blond boy and a brown haired boy but I'm not sure who they are and their faces are a bit blurred

Anyway what does it matter they're probably dead

I walk into school on a pretty gloomy Monday. I really hate going to school, I'm probably the last in my class because half the stuff we learned in my school was apparently wrong

Also everytime a teacher comes near me after i get a question wrong I flinch so now the teachers think I'm being abused, which is 100% false but the scars from Hydra definitely don't help in May's case

The world was a lot different in the 1940s and now we don't even have those flying cars that we were promised. See of course it's random shit like that I remember and not my family and friends, if I had any

Maybe that's the problem. There is no one to remember

"Sup Loser" MJ says as I walk in, I smile at her but pull up my hood further making her frown

I wear a hood and gloves to cover my face and hands. I don't have any metal limbs like the winter soldier but I do have a lot of scars that I don't want people to see

"Hey Pete" Ned says placing a hand on my shoulder making me flinch. He removes his hand away quickly after realising I was uncomfortable "are you ok?"

"I'm fine, sorry" I say and Ned smiles at me sadly

"It's ok man" ned says and we start to walk to class, today we have a field trip to Stark Industries but first we have to watch some PSA that a super hero made

I don't really know how I feel about these superheroes. I know of them obviously but none by name

They seem good but I feel like I rather stay in the shadows when I'm fighting crime, I've gone out a few times in a hoodie and mask. I took out a few muggers and petty thieves but I feel like I could do more

After I killed so many people in Hydra I feel like doing this and stopping bad guys from doing what I did to other people will help me make up for what I did

I sit down at my desk in the class and the teacher turns on the projector and a man in a blue suit appears... he looks really familiar but I can't place from where

Steve? That's his name. He was my friend. Is he still alive? Where is he now?

On the screen Steve starts talking about representing your school on a fieldtrip and how to set a good example for your peers but all I can think about is my past

I did have friends. Steve and... there was someone else but I can't place his name.

This other guy was more to me than Steve I think, I think I loved him... like more than a friend