Spiderman fieldtrips

Panic attack

This is just a quick one I wrote in like 5 minutes so it's probably shit

Parley

Peters pov

I climb in through my bedroom window, it's like 2am and I was supposed to be home like 4 hours ago but I got kidnapped by some mob gangsters

I was sure dad would be freaking out by now but when I got home I he wasn't in my room waiting like usual

'Maybe he's gone looking for me!' I think and ask Friday where he is

"Boss has been in his lab with Harley all day baby spider" I feel a pang through my chest and a tear falls down my cheek

Harley is dads new intern that's been staying with us for the last two weeks at first I thought we'd be good friends but then he started hanging out with dad more and more and now I barely see either of them

It's just the three of us living in the tower at the moment because the avengers have been  on a mission all month so when I start crying no one comes looking for me

I don't even know why I'm crying to be honest it's not like I have anything to be upset about Harley has a right to work with dad it is his job technically

But what makes it feel worse is that's how I met dad, I was his intern

I feel like I'm being replaced

I- I shouldn't be crying- I have no right to be upset

He didn't even know I was missing- he didn't look for me

He doesn't care anymore- did he ever care about me? Is Harley better than me?

Of course Harley's better, he's older, he's probably smarter

Harley listens to dad, he's never made dad upset

I stagger into my en-suite and sit on the floor with my knees to my chest

I- I can't breathe- I can't breathe

This isn't fair- I don't deserve to be a Stark- I should've stayed with may and Ben- it was my fault they died

I don't notice when someone walks into the bathroom and kneels beside me until I feel a body holding onto me

"Peter? It's ok, you're ok"

I look up and see Harleys blonde hair as he's hugging me

"It's ok just count your breaths" Harley says with tears in his eyes "you're ok, One. Two. Three"

I calm down my breathe and just stare at Harley

"Harley?" I ask and he nods looking into my eyes "I'm sorry"

"You have nothing to be sorry for Peter" Harley says looking at me confused "what happened? Are you ok?"

"I got kidnapped" Harleys eyes widen "and no one came, no one cared"

"Peter oh my god" Harley says "I'm so sorry, Tony and I were building something in the lab we didn't hear Friday I'm so sorry"

"It's ok, I handled it" I say and cross my arms but Harley grabs my hand

"You shouldn't have to handle it on your own"

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