wayward: difficult to control or predict because of wilful or perverse behaviour
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why do i feel like i’m drowning?
from false burdens and facade
running out my breath
sinking to some unreachable abyss
like i'm going berserk
not feeling like my own
why do i feel like i’m falling?
when i'm nowhere near edge
helpless, vulnerable stream flocculating on thin surface
where the wind is only bliss
like going to deep dark end
a tunnel with no light in future
why do i feel sadness?
bottling thoughts and inner trauma inside like flames
i can feeling raindrops spiritually
perpetually pouring, never stopping
like i'm loosing my temper
throwing invisible lamp to near smashed glittering glass doors
trying harder, to infinite extent
as far as my fragile hands can reach
perceiving high and low at the same time
going through uptown happiness with downtown despondence
enduring everything at once
an unfathomable experience
fighting an obscure fight
a abstruse of cobwebs painting shadows
feeling like i'm fading away, fadin'
on and on
into sleek style of life
into epoch of time
as icy rasp fogs
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