Apathetic

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apathetic: lacking interest or desire to act
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earlier, wind used to blow
from one side
selfless prayers rocked in the hide
lively existence
bittersweet bushes, lively days
chosen paths, thriving alone
neither carriage or horse ride
sweeping against coarse willpower
it was bland journey back there

now, rain pours from heaven
washing earthly sins in futility
pain injected under sense of seven        
lost lure of living
tired of giving or been there
jaded action, moving forward
happy pretense, bipolar moods
it is still alone but with bittersweet satisfaction
it is still tedious today

the only difference is
everything feels entirely
better when you care less

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