"Goodnight, baby" victor said kissing my forehead before turning around to face away from me "goodnight" I smiled, turning around as well
I tried closing my eyes and I just couldn't sleep
I tossed and turned over and over again until I eventually gave up.
I realized that I was shivering probably from the open window on a cold winter night...
I pulled the covers over me and snuggled into them hoping it would give me some sort of warmth
But I guess I was wrong because I was still freezing
I groaned before getting up to go downstairs to the kitchen
I grabbed some water and poured it into a cup and put it in the microwave to heat it up
Because who doesn't like drinking hot water at 1 in the morning (I do this all the time don't judge 🙄)
When The microwave beeped I took the cup out burning myself because I'm gay and can't think straight this late at night
"Ouch" I said to myself as I placed it on the counter
I took my phone out and leaned against the counter sipping my water while scrolling through whatever like my dad does every morning before he goes to work
Like father like son, I guess😗✌️
I put my phone back in my pocket after taking the last sip of water before putting it in the sink for me to wash Tomorrow.
I felt warmer as I walked back Into my room where Victor was sleeping.
I lay down next to him with a sigh and tried to close my eyes and sleep
But that resulted in me tossing and turning again, trying to get comfortable
"Benji can you stop moving so much" victor said in his raspy voice that was actually the most attractive thing I've ever heard in my entire life.
"I'm sorry" I said finally deciding to just stay out in the position I was in
"What happened" he asked turning to face me "I can't sleep...and I'm cold" I admitted "oh, baby, why didn't you just say something" he said getting out of the bed
"Are you just gonna leave me?" I asked slightly annoyed "no? Why would I do that? I was gonna close the window" I mentally slapped myself "oh..okay."
I watched him as his hot, strong, muscular arms closed the window
"There. It should start warming up in here now." He went to the closet (that he's been in-) to grab a blanket and handed it to me
Omg this man is so sweet
I'm gonna cry
He's adorable
I put the second blanket over me and victor climbed into bed wrapping his arms around me "do you feel warmer now" he asked and kissed the top of my head "yeah. Thank you" I smiled before peacefully falling asleep in the warm arms of my loving boyfriend
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Y'all. It's tea time
I have to make one of the hardest decisions I've ever made in my entire life and I only have a month to figure it out
Basically
I have to figure out if i want to stay with my mom or move in with my dad
Now if I move in with my dad I get to go to the school I've wanted to be at since 2019 and I get to see all my friends again
But
It's gonna be hella awkward because my dad goes out with his girlfriend a lot and she has like 3 kids who are probably gonna an over a lot
And also it's just gonna be awkward in general because...I'm an awkward person for no reason at all
Anyways
If I stay with my mom
I get to be with her and my two siblings
And I hav to go to a school where I literally have zero friends and I just don't like it.
And also my moms person she likes might move in and he just makes me uncomfortable so..
One of my friends told me that I should stay with my dad because I need a fresh...
