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(George looks so cute in this photo)
"Victor, I miss you, I'm tired, and I'm bored" I said as I lay on his bed
For the past 4 hours that I've been here, Victor has been practically ignoring me.
He's been working on his past-due homework the entire time
he's been doing this for the past couple of days and I'm kind of getting tired of it.
I just want him to give me attention and he's not giving it to me...
"So go to sleep, you can borrow some of my clothes and stay here for the night if you want" I huffed and rolled my eyes "can you at least come lay with me, baby..." I asked "Benji, I'm clearly busy if you couldn't see." He said "oh...okay, I'm sorry, I'm gonna go home then" I sighed grabbing my stuff
He nodded "alright, bye, I love you" I rolled my eyes again before walking out of his room.
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When I went into my room, put my stuff down and sat at my desk.
I sighed and took out my phone after I heard it ding
"Benji, are you okay?" The text read "yes, I'm fine, why?" I type knowing I was lying, but who cares "you looked pretty upset when you left..." he replied "can we FaceTime or are you too busy for that as well"
I put my phone down and waited for a response...
Minutes later my phone rang and I saw it was a call from victor
I answered and sat back in the chair
"Hello" I said
"Hey, Benji...are you gonna tell me what's wrong?" He asked
"I don't know, victor, you've just been...ignoring me." I told him holding back my tears
"Oh...Benji, I'm sorry."
The tears started to roll down my face
"I never meant to make you feel ignored. I just have so much work to do for school, it's just been hard to make time for anything else" he said
"It's alright. I understand" I wiped my tears
"No, Benji, clearly it's not alright ...you're obviously hurt by it. Is there something I can do to make it up to you?" he asked
"For the past 4 days, all I've wanted was just a hug from you or just your attention for like 5 minutes.." I said playing with the strings of my hoodie.
"Okay, how's this? I'll come over and we can just do whatever you want" he sighed
"Well, now it just sounds like you feel obligated to come to hang out with me 'cause you feel bad."
"Benji, of course, I'm gonna feel bad. You just told me that you feel ignored by me, so I'm gonna come over and I'm gonna make you feel better and give you all of my undivided attention." he said
"Alright...I'm sorry, bye" I hung up feeling horrible
I just wanted his love and affection :(
I got up from the chair at my desk and went to sit on my bed...
And soon enough victor walked through my room door
"Hey..." he said sitting down next to me "hey" I said looking down at my hands
"Come here" victor said
I looked up and he was there with open arms
I sighed sadly and wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his shoulder
He wrapped his arms around me squeezing me gently
"I'm so sorry, I've been ignoring you. You didn't deserve to feel that way at all" he said nuzzling his face into my neck "it's alright victor" I held him tighter
"I love you, Benji, so much.." he told me as we pulled away from each other "I love you too. I'm sorry that I'm acting like this...I just needed some physical contact and you weren't paying attention" I said "I know, baby, and I'm sorry about that. I'll always give you the best hugs I can whenever you need them, alright?" I smiled and nodded
For the rest of that night, we cuddled and watched movies with each other
And I did get all the hugs I ever wanted from him <3
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So I'm doing online school again...yay me😔
Actually, you know what
I can't complain
I asked for this
Also, why is there always a red line under Benji's name as if it's spelled wrong
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