Nightmares

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Warnings: abuse

Benji pov

"I told you not to fucking move, Benji! Didn't I!?" My dad screamed at me as I sat in the Corner crying "yes" I sobbed

He grabbed his belt and towered over me before he repeatedly hit me with it, hard...

"Daddy I'm sorry" I cried trying to block him from hitting me

"Did I tell you to fucking speak!" He screamed spanking me again

I cried even harder as I just let him beat me until he was done

"Get the fuck away from me Benji!" He screamed As he grabbed me lifting me up and shoving me towards my room

I limped into my room and got on my bed and started sobbing into my pillow

Why did he hit me so much

Why does he hate me so much

Why-

"Benji!"

"Benji, love, come on, wake up" some shook me and I shot up wide-eyed and started hyperventilating

"Hey, hey. Benji, are you okay?" Victor asked

I flinched as he went to put his hand on my back

I moved over so he wouldn't touch me and a look of concern came over his face

"Are you alright, babe?" Victor asked again and I shook my head

I looked at him and started crying

He came over to me "can I hug you?" I nodded and he wrapped his arms around me holding me close to him "what happened, love?" He asked running his hands through my hair

"I had a bad dream..." I sobbed to him "oh, baby, I'm so sorry" he rocked me back and forth to calm me down "do you wanna talk about it?" He asked and I wiped the tears off my face

"I haven't really told anyone about this, but...my dad was very abusive towards me and my mom when I was younger until he went to jail for whatever reason. I've had nightmares about him since I was a kid and it's always the same ones. I'd get in trouble, get put in a corner and if I move I'd get beat...and after the beating, I'd be sent up to my room and start crying because I would think that he hates me considering all the pain, physically and mentally, he's put me through." I told him "did your dad do that to you...like in real life." I nodded "he did a lot to me, Victor and I just...I just can't forget about it"

"I'm really sorry about that Benji..." he kissed my head and held me tighter "it felt so real, victor" I cried even harder than I was before "it's alright. You're safe here, nothing is gonna hurt you. You need to calm down before you make yourself sick, baby" he rubbed circles into my back

"He's terrifying, victor." I said "I know, Benji. But it's all okay now. You're living with your mom and your mom wouldn't hurt you, right?" He asked and I nodded "you're safe, baby" he kissed my head "come on let's go back to sleep" we lay down and he pulled me to his chest

"I love you, Benji." He said running his hands through my hair "I love you too, Victor" we shared a kiss before we both fell asleep for the night...

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