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"Victor..." I said sitting down on his bed "what now, Benji" he looked up from his laptop looking pretty ticked off "can we talk.." he got up and sat next to me "what" he leaned against the headboard to his bed.
"I think it's time that you know the full story about my drinking accident" I noticed he rolled his eyes which kind of hurt "can we talk about this later" I sighed "why don't you ever want to listen to me. It's like you're pushing me away" he shrugged "I just don't feel like it right now, Benji, can't you understand that!" He raised his voice, pushing my hands away from his "victor. I just wanted to be honest with you about this huge part of my life that I've been struggling with" I said "Benji I don't want to talk about your stupid alcohol problems, I get it, you have a drinking problem, you're an alcoholic. It's not something that I care to know about" ouch...
"But Victor..you're my boyfriend-" he stopped me "what's your point? Okay, I'm your boyfriend that doesn't mean I need to hear about your alcohol addiction"
"Okay...so it's okay for you to spill your heart out to me about all your family problems and I'm always here for you. I've put up with so much of this bullshit in the past year and you won't even sit down with me for 10 minutes so I can tell you something that I think you should know about. Are you kidding me Victor.." I told him "bullshit!? What bullshit of mine have you had to put up with" he crossed his arms
"I don't know Victor, let me think. Your mom is extremely rude to me, she's homophobic, she still won't tell anyone your gay, and she thinks you're gonna go to hell for being with me. Haven't I helped you out with all of that? Haven't I been by your side throughout everything? I let you cry to me at 2 in the morning when I was extremely tired from band practice, school, and work because I love you and I care about you. When have I ever said no to you whenever you wanted to talk about something that was on your mind?" He looked like he thought about it for a second "when you're ready to be a good boyfriend then you can come to talk to me until then, I'm gonna leave you alone.." I grabbed my bag and left his apartment with tears started to stream down my face
"Benji?" I heard some say before I opened the front door to victors apartment to leave. I turned around and saw Pilar standing there "hey, Pilar" I sighed "look, I may have accidentally overheard you and victors argument...I just wanted you to know that Victor was being a complete asshole to you. You didn't deserve that at all. I know you've put up with so much of our moms shit and the least he can do is at least be a supportive boyfriend, you know." She said and I nodded "if you ever want to talk here's my number" she handed me a paper "you can call me or text me whenever Victors being an asshole like that, I'll put him in his place for you." She came over to me and gave me a hug. I gladly hugged back "thank you, Pilar."
