After leaving the house and sneakily humming along to a girly song playing on the radio whilst driving to school, then full on singing the next Ed Sheeran song that played 'Give Me Love' as it was my favourite song
'Give me love like her,
'Cause lately I've been waking up alone,
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I'd let them go,
And that I'll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, give me love,
Give me love like never before,
'Cause lately I've been craving more,
And it's been a while but I still feel the same,
Maybe I should let you go,
You know I'll fight my corner,
And that tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.'
This song always made me feel better when I thought about my mate and the fact that I may never be able to be with them as everyone sees me as a guy, as the next Alpha.
Since I was told that I had to conceal my birth gender so as I could take over the pack when I turn 18, I had always asked my dad why I couldn't be a girl?
I have yet to find out the answer, all he said was "there is a time and a place, however now is not that time or place!".
I am constantly being told what I can and can't do, but I've never been able to do anything I want to do.
When I arrived at school people turned to stare at my car, which I was used to, however today I felt like there were more eyes than normal and I felt sick and paranoid.
Is this me starting to crack, finally going crazy from living a fake life?
As I pulled into a parking space nearest to the entrance which I always had as no one parked there.
I noticed what I had initially felt, just got stronger, realising that what I felt wasn't paranoia or sickness but my gut sending me a warning about something.
But what?
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Undiscovered Mate
Teen FictionWhat would you do if you were told to live your life as a lie and be someone you're not? What would you do if you had no say on anything you did and had to listen to orders, train to become someone strong and powerful finding out that you're anythin...
