Marvel/Actor Stories

Finally (B.B. Smut)

You are friends with Bucky but both secretly feel more. When you finally admit it dirty things happen.

Warnings: Smut, no protection, language

I woke up still cuddled into Bucky. I smiled slightly to myself, though last night was not fun.

This was not a bad way to wake up. I felt safe; like my world was actually okay for a while.

He startled me by leaning down and kissing my head soft and cautious. "Good morning, doll. You are awfully smiley already." I blushed and cleared my throat. "Good morning, James. Um... I..." He chuckled, playing with my hair as he stretched a little.

"It's cute, doll; that you smile when you first wake up." "Well, I usually don't. I actually hate mornings.... but not today." I hinted.

He nodded slowly, seeming to piece it together. "I'm flattered, then. I'm glad you got some good sleep. I uh, should probably go before anyone finds me here."

My heart sank. Of course he didn't want the others to know. "Oh. Right. Okay, I'll see you in a bit for training, then." I said, pulling away and getting up to walk to my bathroom.

He took a deep breath, "Wait... are you alright?" He noticed my mood shift. He's so damn observant. "I'm good. Just going to wash my face so I can get ready for the day." I said and disappeared into my bathroom, locking the door behind me.

Buck's P.O.V.
Her entire body shifted when I mentioned leaving. Crap.

This was instantly one of two things in my mind.
1. She hadn't thought about someone finding us, and was agreeing to me not getting caught here with here...
Or 2. (which was less likely) She didn't want me to leave but since I said it now she is insecure and unsure. Either way, I was kicking myself.

She is so closed off emotionally. I can't just ask her the reason, I doubt she would tell me. She is the worst to talk about feelings, even worse than me. And now I could've ruined it anyway. If she had been interested in the beginning my mouth just blew it.

When she asked me to stay after I found her having a nightmare I was flattered. She seemed to calm down even more once I laid down next to her. She fell back asleep pretty quickly, and curled into me.

I have these feelings for her that took me a while to figure out, and then longer to admit to myself. I hoped she felt something too, but I guess not.

I got up and left her room confused. Nobody saw me, though I had almost hoped they would so we'd be forced to address this. I went and got ready to train and headed down to the gym.

She was already there, stretching with Nat. God she is beautiful. She makes everything look so good, without much effort. I love that about her. She glanced my way then looked away quickly. My smile faded as I assumed that was my answer.

So I put myself to work, putting on headphones, to distract my mind.

Your P.O.V.
I was telling Nat about Bucky when he walked in. We locked eyes and I had to look away. Why does he have to be so damn attractive? I fought off a blush and mumbled to Nat that he was here.

"Grow a pair and talk to him. Tell him things mean something to you." She whispered as Bucky started working out on the other side of the gym.

I scoffed, "Oh yeah, and just lay it out there? And then lose one of my best friends when he doesn't feel the same way? No thanks."

She smirked, "You never know. You said he got weird when you agree for him to leave. Maybe he didn't actually want to, he was just being a gentleman." I rolled my eyes at her.