Remember me.

i have to tell you something

Ebonys pov
We have been camping for almost a week, i feel gross and havebt ahd a shower in almost a week. I decided to go for a walk to clear my head, basically making my mind up about sam. He is so sweet and cute and caring but i have my doubts like does he actually like me? Why would he like me? I found a spot under a tree to sit, i sat down and i heard something that sounded like sobbing from above me. Screw my thoughts, i looked up to see troye sitting there. "Oh my god troye! Are you ok?" I ask him. "No" he simply says, i make my way up the tree and sit across from him. "Whats wrong?" I asked him. "Everything" he starts crying louder, i awkwardly hug him from across the branch,

Troyes pov
"Whats wrong?" She asked me, "everything" i told her. Every now and then i get thoughts and flash backs from that night, i just cant handle it. Ebony hugged me from across the branch, "do you want to talk about it?" She asked. No, no i dont but i know i have to. No one knows not even my parents, "i guess so" i say. I sit there for a few minutes trying to figure our how to explain what he did to me. "All in your own time troye" she reassures, "ok i think im ready" i say after i have steadyed my breath, "he my ex, um daniel he" all i could get out before i burst into tears once again, "shh shh its ok" she says, "NO ITS NOT. I HAVE SCARS. I HAVE CUTS. HE FUCKING RAPED ME EB" i scream at her, she looks extremly shocked. "Oh my god i am so sorry. I have no idea what you are going through but are you ok?" She asked, "not really" i tell her pulling the sleeve up on my sweater revealing my cuts, there are some fresh ones but kinda faded. "Oh my god" is all she gets out before she starts crying herself. "Im so sorry, i dont know what to say" she tells me through sobs. I just needed to be held, to be loved. Once again i needed connor, "im sorry, i try not to cut. But when the memories come flooding back i honestly cant help myself, im an emotional wreck, no one loves me. I truley hate myself" i say, she looks at me with pure anger now, "TROYE FUCKING MELLET DO NOT SAY THAT YOU ARE PERFECT EVERYONE LOVES YOU" She yells, "im sorry" i start crying again. "No im sorry, i shouldnt have yelled at you. I know what youve been through, my parentd threw me out after tyler moved out so i became depressed and started cutting. I have stopped now but it is extremly difficult. I have faith in you and ya know tylers always loved you, you know that right?" She says and im speechless. "He does" i stutter, "yeah, he was so scared because he thought you were so much better than him and he doubts himself a lot," i really an speechless, i sorta had a thibg for him a while a go but not any more, "im sorry, i dont love him like that" i tell her, "i know. You love connor, i get it. Just dont hurt my brother please" she warns. "I wont" i lie, i know that i am hurting him already, because i have a thing with connor but there is no way in hell im telling her that, "thankyou" she says, we sit in silence for a bit. This was nice, i really needed someone there for me, "we should probably get going, its getting late" i say "yeah good idea" she replies. She starts getting down the tree when i grab her wrist. "Um eb ive never told anyone this, not even my parents. Please dont tell anyone" i plead, "of course i wont tell anyone troye, you can trust me with your life," she is so supportive,  "thankyou so much, it means so much to me." I tell her ebony simply smiles and continues climbing, now i feel kinda guilty because i havent told her about connor.

Ebonys pov
Hes hiding something, i can tell. I feel so bad i mean he got freaking raped by his first love, im the only person that knows and he cuts, that probably explains why he always wears sweaters and long sleeve shirts. To cover the scars up, does he cut any where else? I stopped cutting a while back when tyler took me in. We are walkong back to the group and troye walks off to his tent, i get taken by surprise when someone wraps their hands around my waist from behind, "hey baby" he says. I immediately know its sam, "hey sammy" i say hoping he will ask me out, "wanna go somewhere?" He asked my heart was beating so fast "yeah lets go" i said then i took his hand and he lead me through the forest, we stopped at a lake. "I didnt know this was here" i tell hin sheepishly, "well ive been here a few times so i know all the secret places." He says he goes up to a tree and pull out a battery operated stereo and puts fresh batteries in it, he than pulls out a cd and presses play. I listen for a bit then realize what cd this was

'Guess its true im not good at a one night stand
But i still need love coz im just a man'

"Oh my god sam this is my favourite cd" i squeal, "i know" he says and pulls me into his arms as we start to slow dance, "will you be my girlfriend?" He whispers in my ear sweetly, "yes" i whisper back and nuzzle my face in his neck, a few moments later we hear 'awww' from a million different voices, i whip my head around to see everyone standing there with thier phones out recording. "Shit guys really?" Sam yells, "its cute" tyler yells back, "yous are gonna get it" i yell. Every just laughed at me, i winked at sam and he knew exactly what i was thinking. PRANK TIME. We all go back goofing around, when we got back we just sat around the camp fire in our own conversations and zoe singing a bit, i could never get tired of hearing her voice. Apparently her brother joe is just as good, i have to meet him one day. It was really late so we all decided to go to bed, its been three days so in two days we are going home. Troye was already snoring softly when i came in so i quietly got changed and fell asleep in the camper bed next to him, i had really good dreams that night, they may or may not have included sam...

Hey guys, i have so much more motivation now that i have over 1k reads, i think this chapters really cute. And ebony im sorry but your dating sam now... yous should read her stories!

Forever and always
A year with dan and phil

Her username is EbbWolfey

Anyways tysm for reading
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