Remember me.

You're him

"Umm, Connor" i said confusingly. i just don't get how he can remember me as a friend but not as more than that. My heart was getting ripped to pieces, pieces that only he could fix. "sorry, who are you?" this made me more upset. I didn't know what to think so I didn't "Connor your him, you proposed. Remember? please remember me, please." i kept telling him this but he just looked at me weirdly, i just broke down in tears in the middle of the wiating room. one of the nurses helped me up, "lady, i don't know you. Please leave me alone," after he said this i knew exactly what to do, I threw my arms around him, ignoring him trying to push me away and gave him a kiss, i knew it would be different but i didn't know a secruity guard would pull me off of him, i ran straight out the hospital, to Ricky and Jenn's place, i didn't stop. i got to the door and banged on it so loudly before collasping to the ground, Jenn opened the door to me lying on the ground, i thought she would've helped me or something, but no. she left me there on the ground, at night, by myself. about half an hour of sobbing and screaming Ricky pulled up in the drive way, he saw me with his lights on the car, he stopped it and got straight out, he ran over to me ad picked me up and took me inside, I was so tired. He put me down gently on something soft, softer than the lounge i have been sleeping on for a couple of months. Then it hit ,me, I reliezed after i heard the lock on the door go click, he had put me on his bed and left. I was alseep, i don't how long for but when I woke up the sun was setting, think i was asleep for a while. I got up and noticed I had a jumper on, it was actually quite comfortable. I unlocked the door and went downstairs to hear snoring, Ricky was snoring on the lounge. I think Jenn was already at work. I didn't want to wake him so I slowly tip-toed over to the kitchen, the only way to get to the kitchen was through the loungeroom, where Ricky was sleeping, I tripped on something, it hurt like hell and I gave out a little yelp. I turned to see Ricky smiling and say "good morning," he got up and pulled the blanket off of himself, i couldn't help but notice, he was shirtless, then I looked down at myself and saw that the jumper i was wearing was his, the one he wore last night, "morning?" i was so confused about what was going on, he stood up and walked over to me, "do you want-" I was cut off by him, he hugged me, so i tight i was getting sqashed but his scent filled my nose. "keep it, i have heaps." He knew what I was going to say. we both walked ito the kitchen awkardly, I was limping and Ricky was stumbling abit, think he was still tired. He made me up a bowl of coco pops, we walked out of the kitchen and sat on the lounge, he was really close to me, this put thoughts into my head about Connor. warm tears started to fill my eyes and roll down my cheek, there were only a few but they were all caught but Ricky, he wiped my face and turned it towards him and said "whats wrong? Hows Connor?" Just hearing his name was enough to set me off now, I cryed and cryed into Rickys shoulder, after about twenty minutes of this, I pulled back drying my face with my sleve and responded to his question "he doesn't, he doesn't know me, remember me, I tried, but he doesn't." i was holding back my tears this time but knew when I started to speak again, i would't be able to control myself, "what? he has to, he will, trust me. you two are in love, he will come back to you, you were meant to be together." he told me this a couple times and each time with more disbelief. He was hiding something, I can tell, I just kept crying. He pulled me into his damp shirt, i didn't even care about it, I kept crying for longer this time and it got me thinking, what if I was meant to move on? what if I don't love him anymore? what if someone else loved me? I decided to ask Ricky what was bothering him "Ricky? are you ok?" I didn't want to believe his answer but they were the word that fell from his mouth. "ok, umm. I knew this wasn't going to be easy but, Zoe. I think I love someone else, not Jenn, we had an arguement last night becasue she left you outside, I yelled at her, she thought I was cheating on her so she left. I knew I didn't have very strong feelings for her anymore, because, because I found someone else. We haven't broken up yet but i'm trying to find a way to tell her, she will beack from work in two hours." it was six o' clock, all of a sudden my eyes were locked to his, i tried to say something but it wouldn't come out, then I thought. What if Ricky was the person I was meant to be with, I shook those feelings off and then he put his arms around my neck and started to lean in, his eyes were closed and i took my ring off and put it next to me. Just as he was about to kiss me Jenn walked through the door. "Ricky?" she asked in disbelief.