Remember me.

busted

He jolted back away from me, “oh, umm, hi Jenn.” He looked at me desperately for help, as much as I wanted to help I kept my mouth shut, I didn’t want to, it just happened. “I knew it, I knew you were cheating on me, I am leaving you for good!” she was screaming at Ricky but looking in my direction, I got chills down my spine from her nasty glare, I stayed glued to my seat, I didn’t want to make her more angry by moving. “Jenn, let me explain.” Ricky shot up and grabbed her arm before she could go anywhere, “Let you explain what? Let you explain why you were to kiss her. Well, if you haven’t noticed we are done, and she is going to be married soon, so I would you know, stay away from her before you ruin anyone else’s lives.” She was now crying, and I had forgotten that she doesn’t know what happened with Connor but it didn’t matter now, she and Ricky are done, finished, over. “I didn’t want to do it like this, but I did need a way to break up with you, I never wanted it this way, sorry.” He was now also in tears while I just sat there with a blank expression on my face. “Whatever, I’m going to get my stuff. Move” she yanked her arm away from Ricky and ran upstairs in tears. “Sorry you had to hear that,” he turned to face me but then staring at the ground, “that’s ok, I just didn’t know what to do, so. This is awkward.” I said trying to lighten up the situation, “only if you make it.” He replied with a wink, he came and sat next to me, not touching me but staring at me, “so, do you want to get out of here and leave queen crazy, to pack?” My heart started pounding, my brain was just trying to process what he said, as a date or as friends? I asked myself. “Oh, yeah sure. Why not?” I was about to ask where we were going when he jumped off the couch and pulled me up with him, I almost fell over, but he caught me. We snuck out as quiet as we could and made our way to Ricky’s car I got in and put my seat belt on, then reality struck me “no, no, I can’t do this. I have Connor, I can’t do this to him, I am so sorry. My feelings for you are getting stronger, yeah but I love Connor, I need to work things out for a while, I really am sorry I just can’t.” As soon as the words hit my lips I regretted it, I really wanted to go out with Ricky but my heart was telling that I still loved Connor, but I wanted to now love Ricky. “Sorry, I think I moved too fast, my bad.” I turned to face him and I could see hurt in his eyes, did he really like me that much? “I think I might wait a couple weeks, you know try to get him to remember me and try to get my head around everything, sorry, maybe another time?” and without letting him say another word because I knew I would’ve stayed, I got out of the car and walked over to my car and drove to a hotel. I pulled my iPhone out of my pocket and dialled the house number for the boys back in California, I needed to tell them, and they deserved to know. After three rings Kian picked up and immediately I felt tears roll down my face. “Hello?” he said he sounded happy, I couldn’t blame him, he doesn’t know that his best friend almost died and he doesn’t remember anything. “Hi Kian.” I couldn’t help it now, I sobbing loudly into the phone, I was still sitting in the car park at the hotel hoping people don’t see me as they walk past, “Oh my god, Zoe is that you? Are you okay? What happened? If it’s Connor, if he hurt you I am going to kick his f-“I stopped him right there because I didn’t want to hear that “Kian, calm down, he, he, this is so hard.” I really couldn’t force myself to say it, I closed my eyes wishing that I would stop crying but it was no use. “Zoe, what happened, so he didn’t hurt you?” he sounded confused, “he got hit by a bus Kian, two months ago.” I started crying hysterically, even though I was slowly getting over him, it hasn’t even been a day since he woke up, I felt like a horrible person but something told me that he wasn’t going to remember me. I think Kian dropped the phone, I heard a loud bang noise, “Kian? Kian? Are you ok?” he didn’t answer for a while so I kept asking until he did, when he answered he sounded like he was crying and now it sounded like all of the other guys including Sam and Trevor were there asking what happened, on the other end of the phone I heard Kian say “guys, Connor, has, has umm, dead,” I heard all of them gasp and start crying, “no, no, no, no, no, no,” I heard one of them say, I needed to tell them that he is not dead, he just doesn’t remember anything. “Guys, no, wait, he is awake and healthy, just he can’t remember me, and he doesn’t remember proposing to me, or you guys I think?” I just assumed that he didn’t remember them because he didn’t, mention them at all while I was there.

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hey guys, can you please tell me what you think, do you think it will work out with Connor and Zoe or Ricky and Zoe