Remember me.

conflicted

Connors POV

I don’t remember much but I remember the ring, I have no idea where from but I do. Zoe and I walked into my room and she stood awkwardly next to my desk, “sit down.” I said to her and patted a spot next to me, “Connor, why?” she asked, “I don’t remember who you are, but I think this is telling us that we need to continue together. You have been in my life ever since I woke up. No I think you have been a part of it longer but I don’t care. I know you and Kian are dating now but I think I want to get to know you and possibly learn to love you again, well considering the situation I think we were together at some point.” She had tears welling up in her eyes, I think she still loves me because of what everyone was telling me. She seems nice and she is very pretty. “Oh my god Connor.” She started to bawl her eyes out, I didn’t know what to do so I just sat there making everything more uncomfortable until she threw her arms around me. “I love you.” She whispered to me. “I know,” I felt kind of rude but I don’t love her, I don’t want her to think that I do just because of a ring that I remember, “I-I-I-I should probably get back to Kian,” she barely managed to get out. Zoe dried her tears and walked out of the room. I heard crying from outside my door but it didn’t sound like a girl, it sounded like a guy, I think I made Kian cry. Was he listening to our conversation? Is he going to think that she cheated on him, why would she cheat on him for me? I was a mess. I had just woken up from something that no one will tell me about, I have scars, cuts, bruises and I think my arm was broken. He on the other hand was perfect, his dark brown eyes, brown hair and his smile, oh my god his smile. Why was I thinking about him like that? I guess for Zones sake.

Zoe’s   POV

I walked out of Connors room trying not to cry again but I say Kian on the ground with his head resting on his knees crying, “Kian, I’m so sorry.” I managed to say, “No, no, it’s ok. You’re going to run back to him. He doesn’t even remember you but you are going to back to him. I understand.” How could he say that? I am losing feelings for Connor simply because of that, he doesn’t remember me, I have deep and strong feelings for Kian and now he thinks it has changed, “god no, he said he wants to get to know me, I would never go back to him in a hurry and why would you even think that?” “I don’t know, I just love you. But I guess so does everyone else. Who’s next? Who are you going to try and get with next?” He was getting me so angry, “what? And you say you love me, if you did you wouldn’t be here sitting like a pathetic child crying over something that will never happen again, and no not everyone loves me thank you very much.” I practically screamed at him, “who doesn’t, who doesn’t love you? Connor does, Jc does, I-“I cut him off before he could say anything else. “You, you don’t love me, if you did then you wouldn’t be like this, you would be taking me on that date.” I ripped of his necklace then went into my room, I hate him. I didn’t need him in my life, I lied on my bed, I didn’t want anyone to see me or I didn’t want to talk but of course someone had to. They always did. “Can I come in?” this wasn’t Kian’s voice or Connors or even Jc’s, I was curious so I turned and faced the door to find Trevor there, “oh, it’s just you. Come in,” he looked at me weirdly, I sort of half smiled and he sat next to me as I got up. “Hey, how are you?” he asked, I knew that he didn’t want to just hang out. Kian probably put him up to this. “Alright I guess,” I lied, I wasn’t ok at all. I wanted Kian back but he was being immature. “Come on, we both know that you’re not ok. You can tell me, I own tell anyone.” He was trying to comfort me by putting his arm around me “ok fine. Connor came in and told me that he remembers the ring that he proposed to me with and he could learn to love me again, I told him that I love him but I don’t, well don’t know, Kian was crying and saying that I am just going to run back to Connor even though he doesn’t remember me and then he said that everyone loves me and he thinks that imp trying to get with any guy that tells me they love me.” Trevor got up and started to walk towards the door, “where are you going?” I asked, I was now in tears. I cry all the time now, I think it would be better if I wasn’t in their lives, they don’t need all this drama. “Imp going to sort Kian out, he needs to be punched.” “No don’t hurt him,” I said but it was too late, Trevor was already out the door so I got up and chased him. I heard yelling from Kian’s room, “dude, sort your life out, you are treating this girl so bad. How do you know that she’s going to run back to Connor, how do you know that she is trying to get with any guy? She is crying right now. All because of you, you are so immature, you are letting a beautiful girl go, all over what? Connor? He doesn’t even remember her, he doesn’t love her, get over yourself and go get your girl back.” Wow, I never thought I would hear Trevor yell like that. “She’s not mine. Not anymore,” Kian started to sob loudly, then I heard a thud. I ran into his room and saw Kian lying on the ground holding his cheek. “What the hell did you do?” I screamed at Trevor, he had guilt on his face. “I had to, he wasn’t listening.” “So you punched him?” I was now really angry at Trevor, he didn’t have to punch him, “yeah, he was being so disrespectful towards you.” “I think you should leave, now.” I told him “ok,” he rushed out and I heard the front door slam. I ran over to Kian and fell to the floor next to him and started crying. “I’m so sorry, I shoulder have said that. I regret every word.” He was still holding his jaw, “its ok, I shouldn’t have reacted like that, I just don’t know what to do?” I put my arms around him and felt tears drops on my shoulder. “It’s all my fault, I don’t know how to feel, when I’m not with you, I’m not happy. I need you in my life. I am so sorry for everything that I have put you through, you don’t need this drama in your life.” I cried into his shirt. “No, no, it’s not your fault. I shouldn’t have over reacted, I know you don’t love Connor anymore, I know that Jc is trying to get with you and I know that you are not trying to get with every single guy.” He made me feel better after him saying that, “let’s go somewhere,” I said trying to pull him up, “where do you want to go?” he asked, “well, considering, I’m your girlfriend. How about that date?” he pulled my necklace out of his pocket and put it on my neck again, “sure. I need to change first,” he finally got up and walked over to his bathroom so I walked back into my own room. Jc came in and sat on my bed, at first I didn’t noticed him but he cleared his throat to get my attention. “Get out.” I said angrily, I just wanted him out of here. “Wait, I wish I could redo out friend ship, I just thought you were confused so you would be with anyone to get over Connor,” “well, that’s not the case so please, the door is over there.” I pointed to the door, “I am just so sorry for what I have done, I wish you and Kian were back together.” He walked out and I whispered, “me too.” I think we were, but it isn’t guaranteed. I took out a purple dress out of my closet and changed into it, I don’t really like wearing dresses but it’s a date so I guess me kind of have to. I did my hair and makeup, it took a while to do.