Remember me.

I'm over him

"we weren't, you and Connor weren't right," I felt like I had just been hit by a bus myself, how could he say that I felt anger rise in me, "what! Why not?" I think I was slowly piecing it all together, did he like me? "because, umm, well, I- I- I love you, yeah. I love you Zoe!" great! Another guy. Why was this so complicated? Now most of my feelings for Connor disappeared, now it is Kian and Ricky, "Kian, why?" that's all I could say, I didn't know what to do, I have a guy down stairs trusting me with a guy who just told me he loves me, "I have ever since I laid my eyes on you, I always hoped you and Connor would break up for good so I could ask you out, but you know it never happened, I never meant for it to happen like this I really am sorry but I can't hide it anymore, I love you! I know you love me back," I secretly did have small very minute feelings for him, but I had stronger feelings for Connor, "I don't know, I had Connor, then I found Ricky. Now you come along and make this very hard for me to get over, I am sorry." His eyes were filled with tears, one fell down his cheek so I wiped it away, I pulled him into a hug after realizing my true feelings, we held it for a long time before I spoke up, "I love you." Wow, I never thought that those words would ever slip from my mouth towards Kian, I had a feeling that Trevor was listening because all of a sudden I hear "yeah, yay, woo, now dude. Say. It. Back." He said those last words extra slow to make sure he heard them, just when I thought he wasn't going to he did, "I love you." I felt so happy to hear these words from him, we pulled away at the same time and looked deep into each other's eyes, he put his hands around my waist and started to lean in, we kissed for a short time, it was sweet and then I saw a shadow standing above us. "guys, seriously? I think we should go home." It was Trevor, he heard the whole conversation and was trying to pull us both off the bed. We got up finally and he looped his fingers in mine as we walked down the stairs. At the bottom of the stairs was Ricky, he looked furious with fire in his eyes. "just a friend huh, well you know what, just leave, just go." He handled it a lot better than I expected. Kian and I were in my car and Trevor lead us back to their house, we were there in no time. We got out before Trevor and made our way up to the door. He got his key out of pocket and unlocked the to find Jc and Sam asleep on the lounge, Trevor followed us in as Kian and I crept to the kitchen when Jc opened his eyes, "well, what do we have here?" I think he was shocked to see us holding hands, "you didn't tell them?" I looked between Kian and Trevor confused about why they didn't tell the rest of them. "No one knew, not even Trevor. Well, no he does but he only found out just before we left here before." Now Jc looked more confused than ever because he was looking from me to Kian then Trevor. "Dude, tell me what is going on? Are you guys a thing or just holding hands for nothing," I pulled my hand from Kian's and I felt like I was blushing, at this point Sam had woken up and jumped off the couch to the sight if me and leaped on to me, "I missed you so much! How are you going? Like without Connor?" I half expected this, Sam and I got pretty close when I was living here. "I missed you too Sam, I am doing better, thanks" I looked over at Kian and smiled softly. "That's g-. Wait, are you two a-, no. that's crazy." He looked so innocent and young, he had no idea about us. "Ok guys, you should probably sit down." Kian gestured to the couch behind us where Jc was already sitting, "well, you all know about Connor and how, you know. It happened, me and Zoe, are well, we are 'a thing' I have loved her since I first saw her but Connor obviously got in the way of things between us." Jc looked so angry. I don't know why, it really wasn't his business, I kind of guess it was because both Kian and Connor were his best friends, and I have ruined it with Kian. It's not like Connor will remember them so it doesn't matter. "How could you do this to him?" do what to who? Connor? We were over two months ago.

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sorry its a short chapter, i ran out of ideas for a bit

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