Remember me.

coming out to Kian

Zoes POV,

Connor just kissed my cheek, the door opened and i saw the last person on my mind, Kian. he was going to flip out, "Kian wait, i can explain." me and Connor said at the same time as he ran up stairs, "Zoe, i'm so sorry, i didnt mean for that to happen." Connor said to me. " its ok, its not like it was on the lips or anything and besides your not exactly... you know, straight." i said trying to comfort him, it felt weird having a guy around me with the emotional range of a spoon. " lets go talk to him," i suggested, "yeah, that will be good but i dont know if i want to come out to my best friens that i may or may not have a crush on." he said but walked to his room anyways, "you dont have to tell him if you dont want to Connor," i sadi reassuringly placing my hand on his shoulder, 'i'm just happy that youre happy," i explained before knocking on Kians bedroom door. "please open up, we need to talk," i pleaded with him, we stood there awkardly for a couple of minutes then i heard the door click, he inlockedit for us to come in. "what do you want, to tell me that yous are back together? rub it in my face, i shouldnt have trusted you Zoe, i knew this was going to happen," he said starting to cry again, "seriously, what s it about guys today and having the emotional range of a spoon, no Kian. we are not together, i actually helped Connor find someone new today," i said looking over at Connor who turned a deep shade of red. he looked at me with a question in his eyes of should i tell him or not, "who is it, tell her to come over now so i can meet her and know that yous arent bulls-" i nodded to Connor cutting Kian off, "well," he whispered, "well," kIan repeated bakc at him, "its not- not," "its not what? true? he shot back, "just let him finish, this is hard for him and im pretty sure you have never gone through this so just be queit and listen Kian," i snapped at him, Connor needed to get somthing ut and he wqas having a hard time doing it. "oh, please dont tell me your gay." he scoffed, i was so mad, i couldnt controll myself, i slapped him across the face. it felt so good to do this, "stop." i yelled at him, "what the hell Zoe, we are now definatly over, Connor just say it then get out." we all had tears in our eyes and Jc, and the rest of the boys walked in, "what the hell is going on here and why are you holding your cheek." Trevor said pointing to Kian, "well, Zoe just slapped me becasue i was 'being rude' to Connor," he made the 'being rude' sound really sarcastic so i slapped him again, he deserved every secod of it. "i just need to tell everyone something," Connor said queitly, he was about to start speaking again but Jc yelled at me, "Zoe what the hell? why?" i was so angry, "well, Connor is about to reveal his deepest secret to his supposedly best friend but hes being him and not listening," Jc nodded and understood, "please guys, this is important," Connor said, "sorry go ahead," Jc said, KIan is just sitting there wide eyed trying to compreihend every thing that just occured, "i'm, i'm" oh no, Connor was cut off again but his phone ringing, he is going to lose it. "hello, he answered quite calm, "slow down Troye," he listened a bit more than responded angrily, "dude, hes not yours, you are underage and he can date whoever he wants, if he likes me then he likes me and i'm pretty sure its illegal for him to date you in the US so he can make up his mind," he paused a little longer, no one could hear heta Troye was saying but im guessing it isnt very good, "Troye, you may love him but so do I, you cant take him away from me, i understand i only met him today, but there isnt anything to do about it, i think we are going to be together soon, so please just leave it alone. i get that your hurt but lets face it, you never had a shot, six years apart, im sorry to break it to you but get over it." Connor said it sternly, "what in the world is going on right now?" sam asked me confusingly, "whos Troye? oh is it Troye Sivan, why s he angry at Connor?" Jc whispered, they are not getting the picture, boys are actually so stupid. "is he gay?" Trevor asked, finally someone who got it, i didnt answer any of them, they were all clueless, well except Trevor but really? he still is pretty clueless. "good be Troye." he said, and everyone looked at him with a confused expression, "what?" he asked all of us, "are you?" Trevor asked not finishing his sentence but i think Connor got the gist of it, "everyone sit down, i have something to tell you," all the boys sat on the bed and i sta on the floor next to Kian, "spit it out," Jc sad playfully, "ok, well. as yous could probably tell, i like someone that Troye likes too, you all know Troye is gay and so am i, please dont judge me." he said and everyone had a grin on their face, they all went from ear to ear, but not Kianhe was looking to the floor. "so you like Tyler?" sam asked, "yeah, hes perfect," Connor repplied sheepishly, he was blushing and everything, with a smirk on his face, "well, as gross as i think it is, go get him." Trevor said being typical Trevor he had to say something like that, "yep, im about to call him," Connor said biting his bottom lip, "aww," we all said in unison excpet Kian of course, "can y'all leave for a sec," he said so we all got up and left, but me being me i stayed outsid ethe door listening in on thieor conversation,