Remember me.

I'm furious

*Zoe*

We took Kian into the bathroom attached to his room, he sat on the edge of the bath, I can’t believe that Jc just did that, why was he so against me? “Are you ok?” I asked him, Sam had already left so I locked the door so no one could get in, “I am now but I’m not good with blood, can you please clean it up.” He looked sick, I grabbed a towel from the draw next to the sink and started to dab at the blood on his lip, “sure.” I replied with a soft tone, I heard a knock on the door, it must have been Connor. I stared at the door forgetting about Kian. “what’s wrong?” his voice brought me back, I felt sad that Connor doesn’t remember me but I am going to start a new life with Kian, “nothing, never mind its fine.” I grabbed his hand and he rubbed my hand softly, I tried to hide my feelings from him but I could tell that he didn’t believe me, his lip was all clean and not bleeding so he pulled me into a tight hug and kissed the top of my head “you can tell me,” it was so soothing, I felt his heart beat against the side of my head, “ok, its Connor. I miss him. Sorry.” I started crying into his shirt. I was really tired it was just past two thirty in the morning. “It’s ok,” they were the last words I heard before I fell asleep in Kian’s arms.

I woke up early and found arms wrapped around my waist, I followed the hand up the arm and then to this persons shoulder, I looked over and saw Kian’s face. He was sleeping so peacefully, a smile on his face and no shirt on, the long sleeve shirt he was wearing yesterday was now on me over my tank top. Why does this always happen? I tried to pull myself free of his arms but he just held on tighter. “Morning sunshine.” Sunshine? He was in a good mood today, I turned to face him and stroked his blond and blue hair, “hi, how did I get here?” I asked as his eyes slowly opened, he yawned and took his arms off of me so I jumped out of bed, “here as in, this house or here as in, my bed?” he had a smirk on his face, he knew exactly what I was talking about, “your bed, and is this your shirt?” I knew it was his but I wanted to hear him explain why I was wearing it. “Well, I carried you to my bed after you fell asleep on me in the bathroom and my shirt was because well, you looked cold as I sat on the bath trying to find a way to get you to my bed without waking you.” He told me looking embarrassed, “Why didn’t you just wake me? I have legs,” I walked over to his closet and grabbed a pair of truckies and put them on over my shorts and sat next to Kian on his bed “you looked so peaceful and adorable,” he blushed and kissed my cheek before going to the bathroom, “I’m going to take a shower, be back out in a minute.” He went in and I took my phone off the night stand t scroll through my social media new feeds, I noticed that Kian tweeted something on twitter about starting a YouTube channel with Jc, Sam, Trevor and no, wait. How? The other person was Connor. I have seen other people do these things but I didn’t think that Kian was the type of guy to do it himself. I also can’t believe that he would tweet something like this mentioning Connor and not tell me. Technically we weren’t dating, yet. He hasn’t asked me to be his girlfriend or anything, so I guess it’s none of my business. I continued onto Integra, it was the same thing all the time. Dudes with no shirts on, girls with lots of makeup on and shorts to short that I wouldn’t even call them shorts. I honestly don’t know why I still have it, it’s not like I actually post stuff on there. The same with twitter, I let it pass me when Kian walks out of the bathroom, “do you need a shower?” he asked, and I didn’t have a spare change of clothes but oh well, “uh, yeah. Thanks but could I please borrow a top?” I was acting so nervous, I don’t even know why, I was expecting him to say no considering I was just wearing his top from last night. “Sure, go ahead. Grab anything you want,” he gestured towards his messy closet but I didn’t mind. I took a Guns N Roses shirt off its hanger and walked to the bathroom, I was in there for about half an hour, I did my hair and makeup since I brought my clutch purse with all that stuff in it. I came out of the bathroom to find Kian standing there with his camera pointing at me, “hey, noo. Turn it off,” I said blushing but he refused to, I had no choice but to tackle him for it, we end up crashing to the ground and I finally snatched the camera form his hands and turned it off. “So,” I said lying next to him on the floor, “I didn’t know that you were into YouTube, especially with Connor.” I really wanted to know why he would do that stuff and why with Connor, as far as I knew Kian still hated him. “Well, it was actually Connors idea. He was going on about watching all his favourite YouTube stars, you know. Tyler Oakley, Ricky Dillon,-“I cut him off, “did you just say Ricky Dillon?” Ricky Dillon was the psychopath that dumped his girlfriend for me straight after Connor woke up, yes. I liked him, but no, not anymore. I really hated him and the two months we spent together he didn’t bother to mention he was a famous tuber, “yeah? Is he like your YouTube crush or something?” Kian asked poking me playfully in the ribs, I laughed and told him to stop, “hahaha, stop it but no, Ricky is the guy that was with me the other night.” I tried to say it clearly between laughs, all of a sudden it stopped. “Huh, umm, I knew he looked familiar but I didn’t know where from, sorry but Connor kind of, umm, invited him to live with us to do collars and stuff.” He said that so fast I could only just make out what he was trying to say, “he what?” I yelled before storming out of the room to find Connor, I assumed he was still here. I expected Kian to come after me but surprisingly didn’t. “Hay, slow down there.” I heard a voice behind me say, I turned around and Jc was right there. “Umm, sorry? I just umm, I’m looking for Connor, have you umm, you seen him?” gush, my brain was playing tricks on me today, why couldn’t I just not be so nervous. I was still furious, “well, he is in his room, I’ll take you to it.” I was confused why Jc wanted to help me, just yesterday he hated me and hated Kian. Why was he being so nice? “Yeah, sure.” I decided to let him take me since I don’t know where his room because when we moved out before all the boys changed rooms. He led me upstairs and stopped at the one at the end of the hall. I knocked loudly because of how angry I was.

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hey, I just wanted to say thankyou to the people who have read this. I love to write, I write storys, I write songs and I have written a couple of scripts and for me it makes me feel good to know that people actually read my work, so thankyou to those people it means alot