Remember me.

I kept visiting Connor for about two months, I had to quit my job because now he was now my main priority, I had to tell the nurses every couple of days to keep the lifeline on. I knew he was going to wake up, I have been staying with Jenn and Ricky, we have gotten pretty close but I think they hear me cry at night, I can’t handle the fact that my fiancé hasn’t woken up yet, I know he will. I had a good feeling about today, I felt more motivated to do stuff, I got to the hospital and they let me through, lately I haven’t been as hysterical. As soon as I got in I watched as Connor carefully sat up. I ran over to him and hugged him tightly, I knew this day would come, I knew it. The nurse had to physically pull me off of him, I suddenly broke down again when I heard the straight beep of the heart monitor. A doctor came in, in a rush, they pushed me out of the room and after about twenty minutes of them running around trying to save him, the doctor came out and told me that tomorrow is the day, the day they will pull the plug, the day everything will stop if he doesn’t wake up, I was instantly more upset, I fell to the floor. Now I know that after two months of hope, the one chance of him recovering I mess up and almost kill him. Is it my fault? The doctor helped me up after a few minutes and took me back in to see him, all of the staff left, left me alone with Connor I didn’t know what to say, I was shaking, I suddenly had cold shivers go over me. I started to speak: “Connor, I know you probably can’t hear me, but I need you to listen. Oh Zoe, has practically dead he can’t hear you. Anyway, I love you, you know that I know that, you have gotten me through tough times, I have helped you through your problems, I didn’t know Dustin but I’m sure he was a great person, you need to wake up. I can’t lose you, I need you. Your mum can’t lose another son due to the road, she needs you, and everyone needs you. They will help and support you no matter what, you will be the same to me, I will be there to help you recover, I am so so so so sorry, and this is now my fault. I did this to you, you have healed, every other injury you have healed, I don’t understand why this is happening but tomorrow, if you wake up they will keep you going but if you don’t they are going to.” I found it so hard to say this but I continued on, I needed to, for him. “They are, they are, going to stop, pull the plug, and this may be the last time I see you, talk to you, and love you.” I stopped talking and put my face to his chest, his heart was beating slowly, I knew he was alive, I somehow now knew he could hear me. I put my face up to his and kissed him lightly on the cheek. I didn’t want to hurt him even more. After that I went home to sleep. The nurse told me to stay home today and they will ring me and tell me the outcome. I was so scared, I wanted him to wake up so badly, it felt like my life was over, just as much as his was. I slept for what felt like days but Ricky came and woke me up at eleven am, I sat up and relieved that this is the most sleep vie had for weeks. He sat next to me and put his arm around me and said: “he was truly an amazing guy, you deserve him one hundred percent. He loved you, you were perfect together, if you ever want to talk, I’m here. Jinn’s here. We are all here for you, you’re not alone, we can make this work, and you know I-if he doesn’t you know… this is so hard, if he doesn’t wake up. This can become a thing, I mean not us but you can live with us, we can find a bigger house, we can get settled together, again not us, but us? If that makes sense, I mean me, Jenn and you. This will work. If he does wake up, I think he will, we will be there for you, we will help Connor, help you. Anything you need, we are right there. You need us, we need you, Connor needs you, and he needs us. We are now in this together.” He sounded like he was about to cry, I obviously already was. “Thank you so much Ricky, we have just moved here and I’m starting to feel like I belong, you guys have made this whole experience so much easier. I love you guys, you have supported me through everything,” I trail off as I remember, his old friends don’t know. I haven’t told them, they need to know. “But, there is one thing I haven’t done yet. I haven’t told his friends back home, you know, Jc, Kian, Sam and Trevor. They need to know. After today, I have to ring them telling them the news.” I felt so bad, I completely forgot about them. They just slipped my mind. I gave Ricky a long tight hug, he felt like family. His house now felt like home. After we pulled away the phone rang, “do you want me to answer?” Ricky asked me, his eyes full of concern, I wanted to but then I didn’t want to break down on the phone, “yeah, thanks.” I said holding back my tears, “hello?” Ricky asked, I couldn’t hear what the other person was saying but a smile was spreading across his face. “Yes, really? Yes, we are on our way now.” I was hoping for the best and why would he be smiling if Connor was dead, would he? He hung up the phone and hugged me so tight I could barely breathe. At that moment Jenn walked in, she didn’t think too much of it and she just said “what’s the news, have they rang yet? I hope it’s good” she sounded desperate, Ricky looked from me to Jenn a couple times with a smile and finally stopped to look me in the eye and said: “you are still going to be a bride.” I don’t even know what happened, I think I screamed and hugged Ricky again, but I felt like the monster inside me had been let out, I wanted to go see him, I grabbed my purse and keys and rushed straight for my car, I got in and drove as fast as I could to the hospital, not caring about anything else in the world. I bolted inside and I noticed Connor sitting in the waiting room, I was crying but I didn’t care who saw, I loved him. He loved me, he still looked the same but when I heard this, it broke my heart. “Oh hey Zoe, how long was I under? I can’t remember anything.” I told him everything and then he noticed my ring, “Nice ring, who is the lucky guy? What’s his name?” I felt like my heart had been ripped to pieces, how could he remember me but not the ring? Did it mean anything to him?

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hey, sorry if there is any mistakes.

what do you think is going to happen with Connor and Zoe?

will they get back together

will Connor fall for someone else

will Zoe fall for someone else

Please tell me in the comments