Uhm, Im sad, so I wrote this.
Summary: basically the song above <"Where's my love? (Alternative version)">
Tw: tears, the ocean, rain, memories, pain
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Its comforting, the sound of rain.
Like a warm hug that embraces you.
It might be cold and wet, but it feels like a million fires lit up in your heart, and it spread to your entire body.
Too bad he cant experience it anymore.
The rain is now just a painful memory to him
A reminder that hes alone.
A reminder that be can never get back the happiness that he lost.
People have tried to help, and hes accepted multiple times.
It just seems his mind has rejected it no matter how much he wanted and needed it.
Maybe its better this way
The sadness is just more familiar.
And like all humans, hes scared of change.
He should be at school right now, but that's the least of his worries.
Sitting atop of the hill, staring down at the beach, thats what he needs.
The gravel crunched under his feet as he walked.
He was almost positive that if he looked close enough, he would be able to see the faint footprints of his friend.
They walked together every single day, even if it was the weekend.
Theyd skip school some days just to go to the hill.
Their hill.
Who could blame them though?
Two kids who had the world pushing them down, crushing them slowly.
On the hill, it felt like they were given a break.
He looked up the path, and saw the stack of stones they made.
He walked over and crouched down next to it.
It was 3 rocks, 1 big, 1 medium, 1 small.
He could faintly see the "Bee Boy" and "Racoon" carved into the smallest that laid upon the top.
He stood up again, tears cascading down his face, though, he didnt notice till he saw the "coke tower".
The red cans taped together, resting against a tree.
He touched his face and looked away quickly, afraid that if he stared any longer that hed break down completely.
He walked up the hill quicker than before, not stopping to recall anymore memories.
After what seems like a lifetime, he made it to the top.
The sun was rising
He could see the golden streaks of his friends hair, the red marks of his bandana, the plain white clouds of his friends shirt.
He could almost see his friend as a whole... almost
He looked to the ground and saw the bright blanket.
He frowned at the memory it brought along,
"Tubbo!"
"Yes?"
"My pants are all dirty"
He chuckled at the tall male in front of him
"Its not funny"
"It is, it really is!"
The blonde boy smiled
"Lets bring a blanket next time! And we'll leave it here to mark this place as ours!"
"Somebodys gonns take it, Toms"
The blonde grinned
"Then they will have war brought upon them!"
He shook away the faint glow of his friends smile, looking down at the blanket with a sense of betrayal
"This place was ours"
He said aloud,
"But now, its all mine"
He shook, tears falling even faster
"Because you left"
Tubbo fell to the floor
"You left me here, all alone"
He touched the cloth with his unstable hands,
"Come home..."
He looked into the sky, the rain mixing with his tears.
The sun almost seemed as if it were setting, but he knew it was doing the opposite.
The clouds danced in front of him, and the waves splashed, reaching out for him, trying to let him know hes not alone.
The leaves moved in a pattern, the wind brushing against his face.
The dirt under him felt as if it were sucking him in, and the sky blended in with his sadness.
He cried out one last time, his hands letting go of the blanket.
"Please..."
"Just come home"
YOU ARE READING
♡~ Tubbo + Tommyinnit ~ Oneshots ~♡
Fanfiction-PLATONIC ONLY, DONT ATTACK ME PLEASE- Tubbo angst, I dont see much of it so like- Tommy and Tubbos friendship is too cute- Updates on hold (No art is mine, unless I specify it is, if I can find who made the art, ill say below it)
